𝐛𝐢𝐫𝐝 𝐛𝐨𝐲 ☞ 𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐧𝐛𝐫𝐨𝐮𝐠𝐡

𝟙𝟠

BILL

it's been a week since i last talked to Stan.

I couldn't bring myself to speak to him. I told him i wanted to keep things on the low for now.

The picture got out too.

I get bullied like everyday now.

I'm not even concerned about that in the least right now.

I got to many things on my mind.

My mom and brother still don't know because my mom can care less about what happens to me at school unless it deals with my grades.

And I filter myself around my brother so he has no clue what i'm actually feeling.

It's better this way.

I would hate to have them dragged into all my problems and issues.

I rolled over to the other side of the bed to maybe ease some of my anxiousness.

and the sunset through the window caught my eye first.

You could hear some birds chirping loudly through outside.

It got me thinking about Stanley.

I got happy for a split second then I started thinking about reality.

Then my eyes wandered over to the closet.

...

I stood up from my bed and angrily stomped to the bathroom to scream again.

"WHY DOES EVERYTHING IN MY FUCKING BEDROOM HAVE TO REMIND ME OF YOU!"

Luckily my mom and my brother left early this morning so they unfortunately got to miss out on my daily temper tantrum. **note the sarcasm**

I decided I wasn't going to school today.

I'm too emotionally unstable for all that shit right now.

So to "fix" that i'm laying in my bed all day and not getting out of it.

I started closing my eyes and drifting off to sleep again.

✨💫✨

I wonder if he's still thinking of me.

A/N: I have been off of this app for a looong time but i'm back and i'm still shit at writing but i'm back and this is what all what my mind could possibly come up with at like 1 in the morning. I'm lazy asfff so i might post again might now. not good at keeping promises either. 🤷🏼‍♀️

anywho byeee - xoxo bobbie anne 💕