"If you were me would you still want to give it a try?" I blink twice processing the question he just asked. would I still? even me, I don't know, I may know half of it. but I surely don't know everything. I don't want to be bias as much as possible I want to be with them both.
"If hurting you so much to be away from her, then stop putting a barrier to the both of you kuya. but if you can handle the pain to be away from her then tell her right away that you no longer need her. So, she would stop chasing you."
"But If it's hurting you either both, there's no wrong of choosing yourself this time. but ofcourse, make it clear to her that you need time for yourself, that's the only way you could save her and yourself from the pain... I guess" kuya ruffled my hair and take a sip of his drink. I just shrugged and look at my friends doing different stuff.
how I wish that life will always be on top, but life isn't like that, if there were no down moments, you will not learn something from it in return. as much as possible I want to always remember that life is a neverending learning process.
"Iya come here" I smiled and excused myself to kuya.
"Swimming tayo" excited na excited na sabi ni kim sakin
"Iya tikman mo" kumagat ako ng bbq at nginuya ito parang mahanghang yata? sinulyapan ko si charisse ng nakangisi ng nakatingin sakin. pinandilatan ko naman sya ng mata at tumakbo sa lamesa para uminom
"Here" inabot sakin ni kurt ang baso na gatas ang laman ininom ko kaagad iyon.
"Thank you" I smiled
"Welcome" he patted my head and my smile gets wider
"Sana all" sigaw ng mga kaibigan ko pinandilatan ko naman sila ng mata at tumatawa naman silang umiwas.
"Doon muna ako" paalam ko sa kanya tumango din naman siya
"Ikaw ha humaharot ka na ha" sinusundot sundot pa ni kim ang tagiliran ko natatawa naman akong umiwas.
"Iyaaa"
"Oh?" nagtatakha ako ng yumakap sa likod ko si charisse pinilit ko naman silipin ang mukha niya pero umiiwas sya
"Sige na go go" cheer pa ng mga kaibigan ko pinagtakhan ko naman ang mga kinikilos nila
"Ano bayan why so mabagal psssh come here nga"
agad lumaki ang mata ko ng mapagtanto anong ibig nilang sabihin pero huli na ang lahat dahil bagsak na ako sa tubig. tumatawa lang ang mga kaibigan ko at napailing iling nalang ako. naghabulan pa kami sa pool at ang daya talaga dahil palagi nila akong hinuhuli kesyo daw ako ang mahinang lumangoy.
Kalaunan sumali na sila kuya at kurt sila mama at papa busy sa pagkuha ng mga pictures namin. Pag mga kaibigan ko ang taya ako kaagad ang hinahabol nila pag ako naman ang nahuli agad magpapataya si kurt o di kaya si kuya. Talagang sinasadya nilang dalawa na bagalan ang langoy nila pag ako ang taya para mahabol ko sila agad hahahahahaha bias
"umahon muna kayo dyan at tikman nyo muna tong luto ko"
Nagluto si mama ng chicken enchiladas at ang sarap kaya madali din itong naubos. nagtawanan pa kami at nagkwentuhan. nang magdidilim na agad kaming nag niligpit ng mga kalat. Una akong naligo sa taas pagkatapos sumunod si faith at ang iba.
I do my night routine and wear a sleepwear. my phone suddenly ring I wondered who was calling. My smile suddenly appear ang hilig niya talagang magsayang ng load
"hmmm?"
"Can you go out for awhile?"
"where are you?"
BINABASA MO ANG
Yet, I Still Wait
Teen FictionI'm not really good in waiting, but if waiting will lead me to you, I'll wait, so as you open your eyes, you'll see me there not leaving your side.
