𝐩𝐢𝐜𝐭𝐮𝐫𝐞 𝐩𝐞𝐫𝐟𝐞𝐜𝐭 || 𝐣𝐣 𝐦𝐚𝐲𝐛𝐚𝐧𝐤𝐬

five

anna's story

TW: SEXUAL ASSAULT.

"I had a pretty fucked up childhood. I was raised like any other rich kid. Vacations three times a year on spring break, summer break and winter break. We always went to those rich resorts with people walking about in designer clothes and acting all snobby. I never had a Christmas or birthday present under 300 dollars. I even went to a school costing 10,000 dollars a semester. I bet you're all thinking i lived the dream when in reality i wish i was born into a poor homeless family instead. Money doesn't mean shit in a family if there is no love. I remember every night i would get home from cheer practice and my mum would be cleaning the house doing anything my father demanded. My father worked in a business of some sort. he would never tell me or my brother, Blake, what it was but we guessed soon enough after seeing all the slutty girls walking around in the early hours of the morning. He had about 10 different girls and sent them out to clients houses and he would pay them all but kept most of the money for himself. Me and Blake heard him sometimes, cheating on mum when she was out doing shopping or whatever father told her to go do. One time one of the girls didn't get their pay in time so she sent her usual client to collect it, father wasn't home.. He went to the pub as usual. I was the only one at home when he took me. He took me into the basement where no one would be able to hear my screams. I didn't tell anyone though Mum would get mad and then dad would hit her and Blake just didn't get involved he was too scared about what dad would do to him. By the time i was fifteen I finally spoke up about what was happening to me to a social worker. They were no help whatsoever. As soon as father found out about them he payed them goodness knows how much to pretend like they never heard what had happened. The only escape I had was at school, with justin. He was the only thing in my life that kept me here, he was my reason. Justin was my one and only true best-friend. I tried to be friends with girls and be normal but in the end they were always using me to get to my brother, Justin was never a fake friend, he was there for me and didnt leave me when I told him about the men who took me, he was my everything but then.. he just disappeared out of nowhere and everyone gave up looking for him after two years, and now im here. starting fresh."

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everyone looked at me, with sorrowful eyes. jj walked over to the bow of the boat where i was still sitting and engulfed me in a hug, i didnt hug him back for a good 10 seconds before collapsing in his arms and crying into his shoulder. i never opened up to anybody apart from justin. it felt like a weight had been lifted off my shoulders. one by one the rest of the crew joined the hug. i wasnt afraid of them leaving after opening up. something told me this was a forever thing.

i was finally accepted. i was a pogue.