You're on my Mind

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5/30/20


"I walk alone this quiet night with songs in my ears and a mess in my head.

Trying to forget all of the words you have said.

Becoming so sick with dread knowing:

You're on my mind

But I don't want you there.

You sure took your time,

Because what happened happened last year.

Why do my thoughts decide to taint me now?

Was I just coping with numbness until I found

The rope that I have cut perhaps I was wrong.

Because you're on my mind.

But I don't want you there

I use to love the thought of you,

All of the memories that we shared,

And when it came to an end and I wished you well,

I didn't expect you to block me on your cell.

I was able to push it all aside,

I refused to let guilt take its tide:

But now I can't help but to cry when I think of you by my side."



- Novice_Key

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