A Dive Into My Mind

Dear Will

P/N : Skip if you haven't watched / read five feet apart

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Dear Will,

Finally finishing your story today was not an easy task. It took me a little over a month to get to this point but I'm glad I finished your story.

Very few characters have the ability to make me cry the way you did. I guess the way you dealt with your love for Stella was one of the strongest yet the most heart breaking decisions I have witnessed so far. Not everyone in love is as selfless as you were to give her a shot at a happy life, even if it meant that you were to be removed from it. I'm sure it's hard, loving someone and then leaving them just so that it isn't you who ends up costing them their happiness. I wonder how that must feel like, loving someone and getting that love back.

The book of sketches you left her behind with was beautiful. The lights you gifted her to replace the ones she so desperately wanted to see, were mesmerizing. I don't know at what point I started crying though. I guess watching Stella flip through the pages on  the sketchbook just made me miss being loved. Maybe it was the way you let her go that broke me down, or maybe it was just the overall emotional feel. I yearn for the beautiful love the two of you fostered. It's funny how a character can change the way you look at life. The two of you broke the rules to stay together, even if it meant risking your predominantly short lived lives.

Your mysterious yet charismatic nature is what drew me towards you. I wouldn't want to put someone I love through the pain of witnessing me die either. Therefore, I hold no grudges against you. You did what you had to and I'm proud of you. I hope you're doing okay and are happy wherever you are, may it be down here on earth or up there in the skies. I'm sure you have an eye out for all of us, especially Stella. Take care Will.

Love,

A.