A Dive Into My Mind

darling.

i guess i know exactly what's wrong with me,

i guess it's true that i think too much,

but is it so unbelievable to you if i said,

that i still want a taste of your touch?

i read those words that you put up,

they said :

"darling, the first moment you need me,

call me

i'll answer on the first ring,

because i need you too,"

but you said it meant nothing,

and i find it hard to believe,

because i know for a fact those emotions run through you,

but they're just not for me.

i find it hard to breathe here,

and tears fill my eyes,

not new, you say,

maybe holding on is my vice.

i hate the world sometimes,

for putting me in situations i don't like being in,

my heart pounds a little harder,

and i just think about what we could've been.

my addiction to you resembles yours towards her,

i can't stop and neither can you,

you're in denial that she's left you forever,

and i'm in denial that i've been left too.

it should be a crime,

i should be jailed,

my heart shouldn't be allowed to feel this way,

and all in all we've both failed.

maybe like you say,

we were right for each other,

but it was just the wrong time,

it's sad we can't even be together not now not ever.