Mattia and the unexpected

Isnt mine. Yet.

Mattia:"of course i like you I wouldn't be kissing you and giving you attention if i didnt"

'Oh thank god'i thought to myself. My heart fell to my stomach immediately but thank god he was just joking.

I smile and get back into the position we was in.

Me:"you actually don't give me alot of attention but ill ignore this for now"

Mattia laughs and hugs me tighter

Me:"mattia dude I can't breath chilll"
Mattia:"sorry i just never wanna lose you"
Me:"you never will"
Mattia:"your such a simp"
Me:"says the simp"

We kiss again just more intense.
Mattia pulls away and grabs the remote.

Me:"what what just happened"
Mattia:"nothing just before this escalates and i get excited we should stop as we don't need to rush things and you might not be ready just yet"

Me:"awh mattia, are you desperate"
I say sarcastically clearly trying to annoy him.

Mattia:"extremely which is why im picking the movie"

Me:"fine just not horror"

Mattia picks a horror.

Me:"mhh wow great yay thanks for listening"

———

I was now at his door about to leave.

Mattia:"i will ask you out soon"
Me:"how soon"
Mattia:"goodnight vanessa"
He says while kissing my forehead.

I hope he asks me soon because i have these strong feelings for a boy who isn't mine. Yet.