Mattia and the unexpected

forgiveness

Jayden PoV
(Her brother)
"Vanessa open the door or I'll brake it open"
"Vanessaaaaaaaa"

I shove myself into the door until it opens , I walk around her room and bathroom but she's no where to be found. I rush downstairs to tell jake and my dad.

"She's not there" I say with worry

Jake:"maybe she's at mattias call him"

Dad:"yeah call him"

I call mattia and ask him if she's with him but he says no and ask what's wrong. I explain then end the call

Me:"he said she's not but he knows where she could be"

Dad:"should I call the police what what do I do"

Me:"dad chill she's probably just gone for a walk like these lame ass teenagers do.
Dad:"your right I'm going to my room if Mattia calls and find her let me know"

(Play song^^^)
Mattia PoV
I throw some clothes on  and start driving to the place I hope she'd be at. The park of our first date. We had our 4th date there and she mentioned if she was ever stressed or sad she would be there so I'm hoping she is.

Fuck I don't even know what I'll say to her.
I parked my car and walked through the park to our specific spot. It started pouring with rain and it was dark out, luckily our spot had lampposts around it.

There she was. Sitting on a bench letting the rain soak her. I knew that I'm the last person she wants to see right now but I had to get her home. I texted jayden that's I found her than started walking towards her.

"Hey" i say softly

She turns around and her eyes were swollen from crying.
Vanessa:"what are you doing here"
I took a seat next to her
Me:"your brothers got worried and good me to find you"

Vanessa:"well you found me you can go now"

I had been thinking how to apologise to her for days and still nothing. So I just let my heart speak.

Mattia:"I'm sorry with my whole heart, I keep hurting you and making you feel like this. You deserve so much more and better and I wish I could give that to you. You mean a lot to me and I need you to know that me and Jenifer haven't spoken once since I've met you. Until that night but she means nothing to me. She's not the girl I love"

I really just said that to her,fuck.

Vanessas PoV
Did he just say he loves me.???????

Me:"I'll forgive you but you'll just keep hurting me. Am I that  worthless?"

Mattia:"worthless?" He questions

Mattia:"your not worthless never think that , your worth so much and I'm sorry I'm making you feel otherwise"

I missed his words. His touch. His smile. His everything.
I layed my head on his shoulder.

Me:"I forgive you"

Mattia:"I promise I will not hurt you again"

Me:"you better keep that promise you bitch"

Mattia laughs and gives me a hug.
Mattia:"lemme take you home"

We get up and he hugs me again but tighter. Guessing he missed me just as much as I miss him.

We get in his car soaking wet. Our eyes meet and so do our lips.why does this keep happening, we always end up kissing within seconds.

He pulls away from the kiss and whispers something that's made all my pain go away. It made my heart smile.