I Found You (G!P)

Chapter 11

It's been three days since the day byul find the real man who killed her girlfriend. After that day, she went to her girlfriend's grave beside it, is yooa's mom grave.She spend the entire three days there. People around the cemetery didn't mind her, they already knew her since she's been doing that every year. Byul is just sitting there drinking soju all alone, looking at her late girlfriend's grave. Her friends didn't bother to find her since they already knew where she is, they got used to it and just let her be alone because they know that they don't have the ability to stop her.

"Babe I'll be back" Byul said after she poured a last drop of soju in her glass. "I'm starving" She mumbled as she walked herself into the nearest convenience store around the cemetery.

Byul grabbed spicy cup noodles and another two bottle of soju before returning to the cemetery. She's been like that for the pass three days, eating only a cup of noodles and drinking endlessly until she passed out. She's almost near to the cemetery when she saw a familiar car leaving.

"Dad?" It looks like her dad's car but she wasn't able to see the plate number of the car. "Impossible, there's a lot of car like that" She washed away her thoughts and continue walking. As she arrives at her girlfriend's grave she saw a familiar figure picking up the bottles of soju, placing a flowers to yooa and yooa's mom grave. As the girl turned around, she saw the person who she never expected to see in this place. They are both confused.

"Yongsun?"

"Byulah?"

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Yongsun's POV

"What are you doing here?" Byul asked. She's holding two bottles of soju and cup noodles in her right hand, so she was here all long. I don't know how to react, I was worried about her. She looks terrible and smells alcohol

"B-byulah" She walked towards me and sit beside the grave of the girl who saved my life.

"I said, what are you doing here in my girlfriend's grave?" She asked again. Girlfriend? Wait, what? YooA is her girlfriend?

"Yooa is your girlfriend?" I asked confused on what's happening.

"Yeah" She said as she poured and drink a glass of soju.

Is this why she look so miserable? I was about to ask again but she suddenly start talking.

"She's my late girlfriend and she died because of me" I heard sighed deeply as she poured another drink and gulped it. What is she saying? "Maybe if I didn't chase her that night she will still alive until now, she died because of me" I sat beside her and saw her tears falling down to her face. I'm seeing a vulnerable side of her right now. "If only I think right that time and didn't become a burden to her dreams then maybe. Maybe she's still alive right now, chasing her dreams and living a happy life" she's breathing heavily and her tears are falling nonstop.

A daughter of a rich family, a fearless, heartless and a happy go lucky person that I know.. have been through a lot of pain. When I first met her at the dark street I was scared of what she could to me, her eyes are cold and ready to kill anyone. Her glares can make you shiver and her savageness that can make anyone scared of her. But I didn't know that inside of her, she has a warm heart and even carrying a lot of pain.

"I killed her" After hearing those words my heart breaks for her. I'm seeing another side of her, she's crying her heart out. I moved a little and hugged her tight. It wasn't her fault why her girlfriend died, I knew about yooa. It's funny how fate connected the both of us.

"You didn't kill her. She died because a man stabbed her and because she wasn't able to survive. Byulah, stop blaming yourself" I can feel her sobs between my hug.

"You don't know anything that's why you can say all of that" she pulled out from the hugged turn her gaze to yooa's grave. "She doesn't want to see me that night but I was too stubborn and fly away to California to talk to her. She thought I cheated but I didn't, I never cheated on her. I love her all my life, just her. I came to her to explain everything and fix our relationship but I didn't know that because of me being persistent can shortened her life. I wanted her back but yea she came back to me with a cold body"

I hold her hand, stopping her from drinking. It is my time to tell her about me and yooa's connection.

"I think it all happened for a reason. You asked me why I'm here, I'll tell you" I sighed deeply and looked at yooa's grave. "Yooa save my life, I have a part of her. I was blind that time and about to give up my life but I was lucky because God send someone to save me. And it was her byulah, your girlfriend save my life. I'm not saying that I was thankful because she died, but it was happened for a reason. I was about to be blind permanently because we couldn't find a perfect match for me but then that night happened, her brother eric is my friend and her family decided to donate her cornea to me, they said that they want to remember her through me. I will always be grateful to your girlfriend byul"

"W-what? I didn't know about that. Why eric and her mom didn't told me about it" she was confused.

"I think you should be the one to asked eric" As I turn my gaze at her, She stare in my eyes with full of sasness and love which made my heart flinched but I know it is not me whom she's staring at, it is yooa.

"Is that true? You have a part of her?" Her hand cupped my cheeks while her eyes didn't left mine. "Yooa, I'm so sorry I wasn't able to protect you" I felt the warmness of her body when she embraced me. "I'm really sorry. I love you, I will always do love you"

I just let her hugged me and cry in my shoulder. She need someone to lean on and I'm willing to be that someone.

"I'm sure yooa already forgive you and she want you to be happy again" I tap her back and caressed it gently "She won't be happy if she see you like this, all you have to do now is forgive yourself and move on" She pulled from the hugged and I gently wiped her tears. Her eyes puffy and her nose are red but she still looks so cute though.

"It's not that easy to do that" She lower her head. "Thank you for listening and I'm sorry"

"For what?" I asked.

"For thinking that you are her" She said as she bit her lower lip.

I lift her head using my index finger and made her looked at me. "It's fine, if that will make you feel better then do that anytime. Yooa save my life and I want to return that, surely she wants you to fix yourself and move on from everything. I'll help you in any way to do that, let me save you byulah just like how yooa saved me" I saw a little hope in her eyes.

I'm willing to do everything to save her not only because of yooa but also for byul, I want to see the real Moon Byul Yi. I want her to be happy that's the only thing I want her to be.

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