The heartaches you caused

Chapter 20

I spent a few weeks in the hospital with jace.

Then we went home as soon as my doctor said that I was allowed to. 

Magsisimula na ang pasukan and my parents decided to have me homeschooled.

Pina renovate ang aking kwarto sa bahay at ipinakuha ni mommy ang lahat ng gamit ko sa condo.

Even though my operation was succesful I was still the same. I was just so tired and sad that I still refused to take my meds. But atleast I was starting to eat properly again. I was normally thin but this time I was way thinner than what I used to.

Fia's parents unexpectedly wanted her to transfer to Ateneo De Manila so she had no choice but to leave. As much as fia wanted to stay because me, she needed to pursue her dreams on becoming a doctor. Matthew? Matthew was with her all along.

"Pano ba yan, alis na ako, di mo man lang ba ako aakapin?" ani ni fia.

Hinatid namin siya sa airport. I didn't want to in the first place cause I don't want to see her go.

Nakatulala lang ako habang pinakikinggan siya. I just can't believe everyone's slowly leaving me.

She hugged me tight before heading in.

Nag aral si ate jam sa manila nang mag 4th year college siya. Kailangan niyang mag handa para makapag trabaho na agad sa airline na gusto niya.

Labag man sa ito sa kalooban kong isispin ay ang unfair parin kasi nung kanailangan nila ako, anjan agad ako. Pero ngayong kailangang kailangan ko sila dun pa sila nawala.

Half of the school year I was homeschooled, and since I was getting a little bit better sinabihan ko sina mommy na gusto ko nang bumalik sa school at mabuti nalang at pinayagan nila ako.

I wanted to go back to regular school dahil gusto ko paring maka pag martsa sa graduation.

Hindi na ako sa condo tutuloy dahil hatid sundo na ako ng driver namin kung san man ako pupunta.

It was my first day going back to school and everybody was shocked with my presence. May iba pa ngang nag bubulungan. Maybe because I looked so sick?

I couldn't help but look down while walking kahit na wala naman akong ginawang masama it's just that, that jolly, happy and carefree person in me was gone. I wasn't the same as before.

Pumasok ako sa classroom namin, my face was emotionless the whole time.

Nic sat beside me and talked to me.

"Classmate nanaman tayo jacey!" excited na sabi ni nic.

I just gave him a small smile.