Craving

CHAPTER 20

" Ness, Ness... wake up "

" wake up your dreaming "
Opening my eyes i stopped struggling and looked around i felt so relieved that im in Sebastian's room.. i felt safe again and started calming down.. adam sitting near me with a worried look..

" Hey.. " i said with a smile and sitting up..

" im sorry for making you'll worry about me like this.. i wish this will all stop. I said crying and feeling helpless.
Adam hugged me and just held me while i cried..

"Thank you for being you" i said sobbing..

"Lets get out of here "

"Us sitting here and moping is not gonna work.."

"We need to get this ass before i go insane"

I got up and stepped into the shower.. all the frustration was too much. I just stood there and let it all out. Having to hold it in and trying to be strong is hard for me.. but when i see how much adam and sebastian worried about me i just can't brake ..

After it felt like forever i cleaned up and took a deep breath and smiled at my reflection in the mirror i have three amazing guys who are trying to help me.. and i can do this..
"I can do this"

"i can do this" i started whispering to myself.. and opened the door to two pairs of worried eyes looking up at me..

Sebastian had got us some food adam was holding coffee in his out stretched hand to me..

"Are you ok" Sebastian's worried voice was soft as a wisper when he walked up to me and hugged me. I nodded and hed him tight thankful for the calmness i feel in his arms.

"Lets gets get something to eat and talk" adam said still holding the mug in hand..
Reluctantly letting sebastian go i walked up to adam and sat down.. taking the coffee and sipping it..

Sebastian and Adam was looking at mu munch down the last bite. They had finished long before i finished.. i was feeling a lot better and ready to do something about my nightmare..
And by the looks of these two they looked like they wanted it too..

"Sooo... Ness, i know its hard for you"

"And im sorry to say this"

"But we need a plan" Adam said taking my hand leading me towards the sofa in the corner near a window..

"Well... " began Sebastian..

"To begin with, I spoke to your brother Brandon a few hours ago and then to a friend of mine Alex who has a lot of connections and also is the chief of police"

"Alex is gonna get the number you received a call from him last checked out. And we will take it from there.. since he's not expecting it and its been a long time im sure he's not being very cautious.."

"And Brandon said he's gonna be keeping a eye out for him and not let anyone know so that we spook dont spook the bastard"

"For all i know this looks pretty easy" said Sebastian rubbing his hands together getting excited..

"And i have to get to work " said Adam getting up and giving me a hug..

"Wait, I'm coming with you" i stood up but was pushed back down by Adam saying

"Are you crazy woman, you need to stay here rest.. you have been through too much"
Sebastian nodding agreed with him..

"He's right.. your not going anywhere "

"Please guys i cant sit here and wait.. I'll go crazy."

"Besides, work will help me get my mind off this madness and also Adam will be right beside me all the time right ?"

I turned to look at Adam with pleading eyes,
Thankfully he got the message..

"Ammm yes yes i will keep an eye on her.. and so many security cameras in the resort im sure she will be safe" Adam chipped in,
"I won't let her out of my sight "

"Fine,, "

"But make sure let me know every little detail of your whereabouts"
Sebastian said not very happy but agreed nevertheless..

" Yes Mr Mathews " i said with a salute and kes on his cheek..