Melodies of Soul

5: Falling In Love

I just helped them to live. They are just creations who just walked on the wrong side. God wanted them alive not dead committing things that are good and beneficial for earth. Not hurting and killing each other for survival. But the lord wanted them all dead just to finish it all and start over. I sighed and denied it being that humans can be changed. Not removed like this. God didn't want me ruining his plan and I tried attacking the rest killed a few and my ranking was know a fallen angel.

Angels are sent to kill me but they cannot go to the Human World being that a type of infection had been spread on the earth. The dead is revived and is killing all humans. Only humans. To the great one they had done a lot and have harmed a lot. Angels do not rebel as the Angel that were sent to earth have rescued the humans with a golden emotion. 

Meaning children and the born. The unborns were taken as well. Those who worshipped the lord felt confused and kept prying to be rescued from the demons that have risen to kill. There has been human adults that have been rescued but those are the ones to help protect others. Though they do prey and go to church so they have never sinned. When they do sin they forgive and apologize. 

Even those who accepted and prefered to sacrifice themselves for their family and friends are also saved. I did my best to rescue a woman as she was dangling from a window. I flew so fast that I had grabbed her but sent so many of the dead against the wall. I noticed at the roof a few humans as they barricaded the door. 

I landed on that roof as I did not see any of the infected trying to get through the door. The human survivors were shocked to see me and I just closed my wings. I am so use to seeing my wings as white as a cloud but know they are black as the galaxy with no stars. Not even the sun can make it glimmer a bit. Though it looks like a crow's wings. But the purple glimmer is really dark as well. 

I gently placed the woman down as she runs to the rest of her kind. She looks at me terrified and so did the rest of the humans. I just stared at them but my heart did tare apart seeing them fear me. I sighed out and I outstretched my wings. I had given my back to them and I just decided to leave them alone. I knew they did not want me hear so it is understandable. 

"Are you here to help us?" my heart jumped at the most innocent voice I have ever heard 

I turn around I saw the humans still far away but my eyes wide open as I glanced down. A child. I felt like crying so hard. How could they have forgotten a child? I fell on my knees as I stared at the young ones eyes. I could sense her pure heart and she is not older than 6 years old. She is all dirty and has a few bruises. I heard the gentle panic of a female but I glide my hands around this little girl. Healing all her wounds and sickness. 

She has a weak heart but she is still young. I cannot believe they have forgotten a child. She giggles lightly and I just smiled a little. My healing powers always have this effect on children. I always loved hearing these children laugh. The door banged a few times and I protected the child on instinct. I died a virgin murdered by the person I thought loved me. My soul did not rest peacefully as demons tried to take me. Devour it but each time that happens I would escape and then just forgive them for they do. 

In some odd way I have no remorse. I am not vengeful. I was even able to save the other female my ex husband tried to kill. The great one had given me a chance and I became her Guardian Angel but for the sole purpose to not interfere with fate's decision. 

What hurts me the most is watching children be killed and not be able to do anything. My wing wrapped around this gentle girl as I felt protective of her somehow. Being she is pretty young and defenseless maybe that is why I feel protective of her. I did my best for her not to get harmed when all the human adults had been spooked by it. The banging got a bit louder as well. 

I hugged the child the woman looks at me panicked but did nothing. Everyone is terrified of what is happening but I didn't care. For the first time in awhile I did not care at what these humans did or think of me. I just wanted to protect this young girl and all I could do is hold her against me. She is such a gentle girl and her skin is so soft. 

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I had kissed him. What in hell? Why did I kiss him? I stared at him with wide eyes as he just stares at me with wide eyes as well. He kissed me. I kissed him. A Fallen Angel and a Human. I felt small arms wrap around my waist but I was still shook. My heart was beating quickly. I promised myself to never look at a man that way. Not kiss a man. Not even touch a man's hands. 

I promised myself and all I wanted to do was just run away. Run far far away. But if I go I fear the barrier would break being that my mind is unstable. The wall hasn't been finished. What can I do? What should I do? 

"Angel... Angel... Momma made food..." the young one had announced to me

I snapped my gaze down to the young one and I speak "Really? Go on ahead I shall meet you at the table" 

She giggles as she runs to the dining room "I... I apologize for what I have done..." 

"Do not apologize... It is never wrong when something has happen... There is a choice and there is a path... Destination..." I snapped at him as I did not face him 

"I apologize... Anyways..."

My heart tore as I gave my back to him and walked towards the dinner building. Food is ready and I must keep my strength up and mind sane just until the wall has been finished.

What should I do?