Running Under the City Lights | Remorse Series #1 [ COMPLETED ]

~ 19 ~

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Trigger Warning: Anxiety Attack
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Fiona drove me back home, it was a bit late so I didn't expect my parents to be awake when I enter the house. But you know what they say, expect the unexpected. As soon as I opened the door I saw my dad sitting on the sofa, signing some papers.

The stack of papers beside him looked like a thick book, the only part missing is the book cover. He was wearing his eyeglasses and his plain white shirt that's paired with some grey and black checkered pajamas.

I walked towards him while carrying the black clothes cover that has my dress in it. I kissed my dad's cheeks and he just smiled at me. I went up to my room and put the dress in my closet, took a shower, and went into my pj's before laying on my bed.

I reached for the sling bag that was just beside me on my bed, took my phone out, and just went through social media. My twitter was filled with other fans, requesting me to post another video on YouTube or maybe post something SoundCloud.

They said they miss my voice, I chuckled as I keep on reading their tweets to me, I even read some of their dm's because I didn't feel that sleepy yet. After a few minutes of reading their dm's, one account stood out to me.

user67cb
You may not know who I am but there's always someone out there who's willing to listen to your rants. If you're having a hard time, you shouldn't keep it all in.

This person has a point. Maybe keeping it all in wasn't a good idea, the reason why I just wanted to keep it to myself is that I didn't want to bother anyone with my problems. It'll just be a bother to them since they have their problems, too.

I stayed late at night, thinking about what that person said, I had to go downstairs and search for something to eat. It was already one in the freaking morning and I couldn't sleep, I wanted to eat some chicken or something then a banana milk.

But who in the right mind would expect that kind of food sitting in your damn fridge? Of course there wasn't any in our fridge! Well, I didn't have much of a choice and just went back to my room.

Gusto ko talaga pumunta ng McDonalds dahil sa cravings ko huhu nakakainis naman. Humiga muna ako sa kama at tinitigan ang kisame, iniisip ko kung pupunta ba ako ng McDo o hindi. Gusto ko ng McDo pero tinatamad kasi ako mag drive.

Maya maya pa ay napag desisyunan ko na lamang mag palit ng high waist shorts at grey na muscle tee, nag palit din ako ng black na sports bra at sinuot ang slip on's ko. Kinuha ko ang pantulog ko para maisabit ito sa gilid ng cabinet, habang sinasabit ko ang pajama ko may napansin akong kulay pula sa may pwetan nito.

"Huh?!" pucha. Nagkaro'n ako! Dali dali naman akong pumunta sa banyo para makapag palit ako, huhu buti na lang may isang pack pa ako ng napkin doon sa cr. Nakakainis naman lalo na lang tuloy ako tinamad mag drive.

Gising pa kaya si Fiona? Siya na lang mag drive lagi naman bukas McDo, eh. 24 hours open ganorn.

Binuksan ko muna ang messenger ko at nakitang online si Fiona kaya naman nagmamadali ko siyang tinawagan. Good thing she answered on the first ring, himala ang bilis niya sumagot ngayon.

"Hello, Fiona?" mahinang sabi ko pero sapat na siguro para marinig niya.

"Oh? Ano?" napanguso na lang ako bigla dahil mukhang antok na antok na siya. Nag dalawang isip muna tuloy ako dahil mukhang hindi siya papayag sa sasabihin ko.

"Samahan mo naman ako huhu." diretso kong sabi.

"Huh? Saan? Anong oras na ikaw na lang, may kotse ka naman." naiinis na sagot niya.