I Am Not Ready To... (GirlxGirl)

Feelings

Rey P.O.V

I woke up feeling numb, everything hit me at once from my father telling me that we have to move in only two months, while I though this is gonna be my home till the end of the year, graduating with my friends by my side and maybe even Alex being there. I hope she wakes up soon, I know it's strange we dont know each other at all we have nearly spoken and yet I care for her so much.
Shaking my head I got out of bed, walking towards the bathroom to take a shower before school my phone buzzed. I picked it up

Tom:
There is a party tonight. You comin'

I closed my phone, not responding. I hate parties they are always so crowded and I know that if I go with him he will nag me to drink and I dont want to. I would rather go and sit in the hospital waiting for Alex than go out with him. Rolling my eyes when I though of his text again I went and took a shower. Letting the hot water relax my body, making everything bad to disappear, my worries so ease. I would like to stay more in the shower but I have to get to school and I want to visit Alex too. I quickly got dressed into only simple jeans and a baby pink shirt, I didnt put on make up, something i havent done in a long time. I put my hair in a pony tail and went out of my room. Walking downstairs I was met with my mum cooking waffles, I grabbed one and went out of the kitchen with her yelling after me to sit down and eat properly. I closed the door not listening to her and walked towards my car a blue Crossover, and started to drive towards the hospital.

Shawn P.O.V

I walked into the hospital at 6am. As soon as I woke up I went to the hospital. I saw the general and how wife standing in front of her room. I went near them "Hello sir, Hello ma'am" I formally greeted them "Hello sweetie" Alex's mother Elizabeth greeted me with an attempted smile but I could see only sadness on her face. "How is she?" I asked walking closer to the door wanting to see her "She is in operation" her mother told me. Confusion was written on my face, but soon it was replaced with shock and worry. "Why didnt you call me?" I asked panicking already "We know you love her and we are so grateful for you to be part of her live. But you need rest and sleep too" the general stood up from the chair facing me. He put his hand on my shoulder, that was his way of showing love and thankfulness. "I know but I wanted to be there for her, to see her one more time" I put my head down, feeling like I let down my best friend "She will be coming out shortly and you will see her than. She is strong we will all see her again" Elizabeth hugged me, making me feel a bit better but I was still worrying about her a lot.
We waited for one more hour, pacing around the hallway, thinking of the worst, thinking how I will slap her hard for scaring me again, for returning here again, but all I wish is for her to come back. It's been a week already and I miss her, teasing her, singing with her pout way to school and base, fighting on who gets the last piece of cookie, or pizza or gum. Arguing who will drive and how fast she drives....I miss my best friend.
As we were waiting, looking at the time wishing it will pass quickly the door opened reviling doctors pushing a bed. We quickly got up walking towards them. "Is everything alright?" "Is she okay?" "What happened?" "When will she wake up?" Question after question was said, wanting to know if their daughter will wake up, asking for hope and a piece of reassurance "Everything went as planned, right now she needs more rest, her body can take so much trauma. Looking at her history I want to make a suggestion" the doctor reassured the worried parents before he got a more serious look on his face "What's that sir?" The general asked the doctor after letting a breath he didnt realise he was holding go "I think she needs to take a much needed break. I would suggest from four to six months at least" the doctor walked off after he said that, leaving the parents to discuss about their daughter future while she lies in a bed hooked up to bunch of machines. I went towards her room walking inside I was greeted with the same sight I got used to seeing way to often. I hope the general listens to the doctor. I fear she wont hold for much more. I sat down the chair, holding her hand "Wake up A I miss you" a tear slide down my cheek.