I Am Not Ready To... (GirlxGirl)

Family

Alex P.O.V

I was sitting in an old car I borrowed, where am I? I dont even know myself, last night after I and Shawn came home i worked on my "homework" I found only the name and address or maybe I was just too scared to look for something else. Jonathan Kruz. That was his name.

And now here I am in front of his huge house sitting waiting to see who comes out and who is my...father.

After ten more minutes to cars pulled up to the door, drivers came out and waited next to them. Soon after that a man came out. He was dressed in a suite, polish shoes, well done cut and....medals. I looked at his shoulder again, shaking my head i looked once more. "No this cant be" I said under my breath, panic catching up with me. I rubbed my eyes but it's still the same, the medals were military ones. He is same as me.

He didnt look that old maybe in his early 40s or late 30s. His posture firm and strong, letting people to knwo he is the boss he is the one in charge. After him a woman came out "My mum?" I questioned myself, she looked beautiful, her mid length hair bearly touching her shoulders, floating on her back, she is truly stunning, she didnt look that old as well maybe few years younger than my father.

And than, when I thought nothing could surprise me again, 3 kids came out of the door, one young, maybe around 9 years, she wore a cute pink dress, her hair long and silky, making her look like a small princess. The two behind her.... Jay and Rae the school badass duo, the most popular kids that no one messed with, both at the same height, blong hair making them look like twins even if they were an year apart, a brother and a sister who always had the other one's back. 'So this is who are my siblings?' Tsk, it could of been better but hey we cant choose family am I right?

I took some pictures, being sick at me stomach, when he kissed his wife and proceeded to say goodbye to his children, why couldn't I him? Was I not good enough? Is that why he left and never searched for me?...why

With tears in my eyes I turned on my car and started to drive towards the base, I requested an agent from Shawn, even if he still haven't dicaded if he wanted to be a leader he still has a job to do and that is not only working part time as he did so far but also to lead the team till he fully has dicaded, I am not worried about how he will do, as I know that he has help from me but from my co-leader as well. With me still being in school I cant always be at the office, making me unavailable even tho I am the leader so I pointed another one to lead them when I am not there.

As I drove past the agent who was sitting in his car, I couldn't help but to think 'is this mission worth it'.

Shawn P.O.V

The past two days have been very hard on Shawn, he bearly slept, eat or did any school work. Alex saw that, saw how making this decision is eating him up. Her being her overly protective self she wanted to get him out of his room to hence that's why right now they are at the gym.

"Come on Alex go for it" I started to encourage my best friend, knowing her she will never tell her feelings to Rey and I can't watch them both be this stupid. "No Shawn. And if you dont stop bugging me I will add another stock" her voice rang with annoyance. "You are just being a coward" as soon as I spoke those words, I knew I messed up more than ever in my life.

Alex was everything but that word, no one would ever use to describe her. No one.

"Alex I am so sorry" I looked at her with pleading eyes, putting down the weights. "No Shawn dont worry I know you are stressed this week, and I probably deserved that" she gave me this small smile, reassuring me but I saw the hurt her eyes carried.

Rey P.O.V

"Kate wake up if you dont want a glass of water dumped on you" I was fed up with waking her up, something I did for the past 20 minutes. Seeing her standing up with the speed of light I questioned why I didnt do this sooner. "Come on you said you want to go to the base so we need to hurry my father will leave very soon" I yelled after her hoping she would hurry so we dint miss my dad.