I Am Not Ready To... (GirlxGirl)

New Leader

Alex P.O.V

I drove to the FBI base, locking the door I walked towards the building. When I walked in the hallway of my office I saw my secretary Helen stand up form her sit as soon as she was me "What are you doing here?!" She yelled at me, she has always been protective over me. She lost her child three years ago, the little girl was kidnapped in her sleep, ever since than the police has been looking for her but they never found anything related to her. It was like she just disappeared from tin air, leaving like she hasn't been alive for the past 11 years. Helen came to work here in hope that maybe than the FBI will continue their search for her only child, witch I did but as everyone else I haven't been able to find anything on her. So ever since I transferred here she saw how young I am, taking me under her wing and becoming my second mother. "I am fine it's nothing too serious i have been through worst" i gave her a reassuring smile, but it didnt work "So what? That doesnt give you the right to escape from the hospital as soon as your father find out about this you will be In a big trouble young lady" she continued to scold me "Also what are you doing back at work? If you think that I will let you work you should rethink your whole life" she raised her voice as she spoke to me "No no I am not" I held my arms in front of me in a defence way "I came here to tell the agents my new decision as I will be leaving for few months" I told her with a calm voice, she relaxed at my words, I could see she was happy I will be taking vacation. "I am glad to hear that" she smiled at me "Now go get it done quickly than go home and rest" her stern voice was back. "You should follow me" we both walked inside of the room.

"Hello" I greeted the agents, everyone looked at me confused as why am I back so soon "Dont worry I am not back I will be making some decisions and than leaving" I gave them a smile, that held no emotions I will be taking a small break of couple of months. While I am not here to lead you I will be making one agent a temporary leader" I looked around the room, they started to whisper among themselves, pointing at agents they think will get the title "The agent who will be in charge is" I stopped to look at them again, some were smiling showing a cocky smile, thinking they will be chosen, something I really hate. "Agent Shawn Smith" the once smiling faces fall down, the cocky smiles turned into angry faces. "He is only a rookie!" "He is too young!" "He is immature" "He not skilled enough" complain after a complain the whole room went into a rage of emotions "SILENCE" I yelled, making everyone stop talking, some put their heads down, knowing that they cant disrespect me, knowing my story and how hard I worked they always show respect to me. "This is why I chose him. "He is too young" you know I am 17 as well? You are lead for two years now by a young no by a child! And you say he is young! Your greedines has blinded you. When I came here to lead this team I was only 14 and people questioned why I am here they questioned me without asking why I got this position you THE ONES STANDING IN FRONT OF ME WHERE THE ONES WHO DEFENDED ME! what changed since than? I thought I lead you well, thought you to spread love, to not look at age, and how many years they worked bit to look in their hearts, when they would fall down for you to be there to help them up. I failed you all and I am sorry for that but I wont be changing my mind." I left the room, leaving them to think about what I said.

I know all this doesnt seem like something real, 14 year old girl to lead a team much much older than her, people with more experience than her but it happened. When I was brought here it was the only place safe enough for me, being trained to become the best killer the world has seen from a young age has brought my life in more death experiences than anyone could never even imagen. My father plead for me to be transferred till I am 20 when I will be old enough to decide what I want to be in the future. I wanted to make the best team, a team that will lead with love, that wont make mistakes cops do when it comes to different races sexuality, gender. I wanted to leave an impact on the military to change it for better but turns out I failed.