The Secret I Wished To Keep//FOAH (DISCONTINUED)

Finished season

Noah Schnapp thought he had everything. He is a famous child actor, he's rich, and he has great friends and family. But, there is one thing he doesn't have, a relationship. Everyone else in his friend group has someone special except for Finn, who isn't into dating. Gaten is dating a girl named Lizzy, Caleb is dating Sadie, and Millie is dating Timothee Chalemet. Noah is the only person apart from Finn in the group who doesn't have a partner. The truth is, Noah Schnapp has a secret. He's gay and he has a very big crush on his male co-star, Finn Wolfhard. The two had been friends for a year before they both auditioned for the show. When they both got cast, they became closer over the three years that they worked together. By the end of season 3, Finn and Noah had drifted apart.

Now, season 3 has ended and it's the night of the premier. Noah's secret was being kept and under no circumstances was it ever to be released.

NOAH
Tonight was the premier and I was happy to be finally finished with the season.

Schnapple: Has everyone finished preparing for tonight?
Finlard: Yeah. I have my outfit ready.
Mills: I'm so excited. Timothee is coming.
Toothless: Lizzy isn't coming. She's visiting her parents.
Chocolate daddy: Sadie...baby...are you excited?
MadMax: Of course! I get to hang out with you all...especially Caleb.
Finlard: The premier starts at 7 pm, so I'm getting there by 6:40 pm.

I put my phone down and I got changed into my outfit. I wore a black jacket and pants with rainbow colors.
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When it was time, I headed to the event, getting into a limo. All of my friends were there. Caleb and Sadie sat next to each other, holding hands. Millie and Timothee were looking through their Instagrams. Gaten was talking to Caleb. Finn just sat in his seat silently as he looked out the tinted window. He hadn't said a word the entire trip.

I just watched him secretly. His hair was curly as always and no single strand of hair was out of place. His lips were delicate and pink, probably since he 9/10 applied lip balm. I got lost in his eyes as he was looking out the window. I watched as his hand shifted once or twice. His left leg slightly bounced up and down for a few minutes at a time and the fact that he hadn't noticed his phone buzzing was amazing. He was happy to watch his surroundings rather than stare at a small screen.

"Noah..." Millie said as she nudged me a little bit. I snapped out of my trance and looked at her.

"Are you ok?" She asked.

"Y-Yeah," I said. I looked around to notice that we had almost arrived at the venue.

We all listened for our cue.

"And for the moment we have all been waiting for! Here comes the Stranger Things cast!" We heard some reporters speak.

We all headed out. Caleb and Sadie were first on the red carpet, followed by Gaten, then Millie and Timothee, then me, then Finn. The reporters talked to each of us. We all took a cast photo then we made our way into the venue. We sat down in a giant auditorium. This is how we were seated.

Caleb, Sadie, Gaten, Millie, Me, Finn, David, Winona, Natalia, Charlie, Dacre, Joe, Maya, Priah, Cara, Cary.

Timothee was sitting behind the cast. I felt so awkward sitting next Finn. We watched the first 2 episodes of S3. After the show, we went to the Atlanta Pier and attended the festival. All of us stayed in our outfits. Within the festival, there was a dance floor. I watched as Finn danced with Millie and Sadie. I hated seeing Finn dancing with others. I just wanted him to notice and dance with me. But there are a couple of problems with that wish.

1. Finn isn't into dating.

2. I'm gay and Finn most likely isn't.

3. I like him and he doesn't know.

After the festival, I went home.

Schnapp: I'm on my way home. I was tired so I got an uber home.
Mills: Ok. Just make sure you leave the back door open for us...
Finlard: I'm heading home too so I'll make sure he does.

Once I got home, I went straight up to my room, not bothering with food. I heard the front door shut, so I assumed that Finn had gotten home. I took my shirt off and watched as Finn walked upstairs into his room. Finn walked out of his room shirtless and in his pj's. I smiled as Finn walked downstairs. I got into bed and posted a picture of myself. I captioned the photo 'I had a lot of fun with finnwolfhardofficial, milliebobbybrown, sadie_sink, calebmclaughlin, and gatenmatarazzo. Love you guys!'

I posted the picture onto my Instagram and Snapchat before putting my phone on charge. I placed it on my bedside table and rolled over, hearing someone.

"Night Schnapple. I had a really fun time with you tonight..." Finn said as he held my door open. After a couple of seconds, the door was closed and I was left to sleep in the darkness.