After I got home, I changed into a long shirt and got into my bed. I didn't bother talking to my mom because all I could think about were Kenny's words.
"I still like you." I say aloud. I laid on my back with my arm hanging over my forehead. "What the hell is he smoking?" I say quietly. My voice goes in and out by how quiet I was. I close my eyes.
I wake up to the delicious smell of my mother's homemade croissants and the annoying sound of my phone alarm. I turn the alarm off and get dressed in black leggings and a hoodie. I put my phone in my hoodie pocket and head downstairs. I go into the kitchen and sit at the island. "Buenas dias, mija. Como esta?" My mother said "Good morning, honey. How are you?" I shrug my shoulders and she sets a plate down and I can see a croissant with pain au chocolat. It's French. It's pretty much a viennoiserie sweet roll consisting of a cuboid-shaped piece of yeast-leavened laminated dough, similar in texture to a puff pastry, with one or two pieces of dark chocolate in the centre. So basically chocolate bread. "Eh. Kenny said the weirdest thing to me last night...I couldn't sleep." I take a bite of the pastry. My mom looks at me intensely. "What's he say, mija?" She asked in a curious tone.
"He said 'I still like you.'" I roll my eyes at my words. I don't feel grossed out by the idea of him liking me, but it's Kenny. He's probably just in his own world...he's remembering the past, not thinking about the present/future.
"Mija~! The boy likes you, just date him!" I started to get mad because of my mother. "Ma! He has fucked almost every girl in our school! At least once!" She just keeps smiling, I take another bite of the chocolate filled pastry. "Mija, that just means he knows what to do in bed~" She starts giggling like crazy as I start to choke on my croissant. I start coughing as I properly swallow the rest of it. "Damnit ma!" I wipe my mouth as my face starts to feel hot again. "I'm just kidding, I know what he's done. But, I talked to him." I look at her, my eyebrow raised. "What do you mean, you talked to him?" I eat the rest of my pastry without choking, I get up and put the put the plate in the dishwasher before getting a bottle of water from the fridge. "Kenny and I were talking and he told me about him and the girls at school. He told me that he actually stopped months ago. He just wants to keep up his act with you around so you don't notice anything. I honestly wasn't supposed to tell you anything but I want to help my daughter get a boyfriend." She giggles and eats her own pastry.
Kenny hasn't had a girl in months? Was that what he was talking about last night? He said there was something wrong with him, is this what it is? I quickly walk out the door and go to the bus stop.
I see the boys there and Kenny looks up from me and smiles. "Hey, (Y/n)!" His muffled voices comes through, I wave back. I don't say anything, instead I just try to hide my enormous blush. I stand right next to Kenny and suddenly I feel his hand inch onto my waist. "Kenny—!" I was about to stop him but then he took me by surprise. He brought my to his chest, hugging me. "Woah, dude." I hear Stan say, obviously surprised by Kenny. "What the fuck?" Cartman was too. But Kyle? He didn't say anything. He just smiled.
"Sorry. I just...needed to have you in my arms again."
There was this feeling in my stomach when these words came out of his mouth. My stomach felt like—bleh. I wanted to hug back but my first instinct was to not do anything and kinda try to shimmy my way out of his grasp. I failed. Kenny's hand lowered down from my waist...down to my ass. Hotness covered my body as Kenny squeezes my ass; I finally get the courage to push him away, doing so I smack him. "Kenneth McCormick! You do NOT grab a woman's ass, you fucking-fuck-stupid-fucking-shit-asshole-little—" I get cut off by Kenny putting his hand over my mouth and his face quickly comes towards mine, he pressed his lips against the top of his hand.
A...
AN INDIRECT KISS? That's never been done before! The forbidden move! The forbidden fruit! Nani?!
"Woah dude!" Stan yells as Cartman starts laughing. "Wow! Kenny's too much of a little fuck to actually kiss her! Haha, loser!" Kyle hits Cartman. "Shut up fatass!"
Kenny retracts his hand and looks at me. His beautiful blue eyes sparkled and I could see his messy blond hair peaking out through his hoodie. His lips were pursed and gradually grew into a soft smile. My face felt burning hot, I didn't know what was happening. What was happening?! "You—you cant smile at me after that, you fucking idiot!" I start lightly punching his chest, not angry, just...really embarrassed. "Are you good, cutie?" He says, his voice was low and sexy sounding. That didn't help. "Good? Good?! Yo estoy muy averganzado porque Kenny es muy guapo!" I yell at him as the bus finally pulls up and I quickly run up the stairs and into the very back of the bus, swinging my bag into the seat and then my body follow behind it. "Estúpido!Estúpido!Estúpido!" I quietly yell to myself in Spanish, not caring about all the other kids looking at me.
"Yo, dude. Do you even know what (Y/n) said?" I hear Kyle say to Kenny. Kyle knows what I said, but I'm not sure if he'll tell Kenny... "No, what'd she say?" "Dude, I'm not even sure if I should tell you after that stunt you pulled with her." "What?! Come on! Please," it was quiet for a little bit. "You know how I feel about her," Kenny sounded desperate. After listening to that, I tuned out of their conversation and just looked out the window.
I watched the roads and the trees and houses past by, slowly; everything was going slowly. I felt high even though I haven't smoked pot in a long ass time. I wonder if Kenny would have any to spare. I miss the feeling of being lightheaded. Of being like I don't give a single fuck.
"I wanna get high..." My voice was raspy and low. I was staring off into the distance, into the loud crowd of people sitting at lunch tables—though it didn't seem loud at all, in fact, it was quite peaceful. Wait...lunch tables?
"(Y/N)!" I jump at the sudden voice screaming in my ear. "Gah!" I fall off the bench, hurting my ankle in the process. "Why the fuck is it lunch time?!" I scream as I look at the person who screamed at me. It was Kenny. He took my hand and pulled me back on the bench seat. "What do you mean 'why is it lunch time?'" Kenny says laughing, my ears finally focus back in as every sound in existence rapes them. It's so fucking loud. "And did you say you wanna get high?" I nod with a sly smile, my eyes half open. "Hell yeah, brother." I do finger guns towards him as he looks at me with a small smile and his eyebrows furrowed. "Weed actually sounds nice right now." He said, placing his chin in the palm of his hand.
"How do you guys just talk like normal after this morning?" I look over at Stan as he looks at us with a confused look, "We're too close to separate. We've been friends since elementary so..." I shrug as Kenny places his arm over my shoulder and pulls me close to him. "Kenny, get off of me." I coldly say to him as he slowly retracts his arm. "What happened this morning?" I hear a familiar, annoying voice. I look over and see Wendy standing there with Heidi and Bebe. I roll my eyes and give her a fake smile. "Nothing, Wendy. It's something personal." Wendy smiles at me bitchily and then looks at Stan as if she was going to get an answer. Stan looks at Wendy with a soft smile. "Sorry babe, that's not my story to tell. If (Y/n) doesn't want you to know, then you don't need to hear it." He says kindly as Wendy sighs in annoyance, "Stan, you said it so loud, pretty much the entire cafeteria heard." Her hand goes on her hip as her expression turned sour. She was obviously being hyperbolic. "No, Wendy." Stan says sternly, I smile at his reaction to her.
'Awe...Stan cares about me...'
Eventually, Wendy goes away and we go back to our conversation. I feel shifting beside me and then feel Kenny's face right next to mine, him facing my cheek.
"Do you wanna go get high?"
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Fanfiction"What are the take away's from this moment?" I ask, looking at the twinkling stars in the midnight sky. "What do you mean?" I look over and see Kenny looking at me with curious eyes, "Like, what can we take away from this moment?" His eyes still cur...
