Chapter 20
Whatever I've got going on, I play music to accompany me, it helps me alot to be relax. And whatever she have got going one, She needs someone to accompany her. I will served as the light on her darkness night.
Pagkalabas ko ng exit door ay iginala ko agad ang aking mga mata para mahanap si Melody. She's in the dark, leaning against the wall. Dahan dahan ko itong pinuntahan at habang mas papalapit ako nang papalapit ay mas lumalakas ang iyak na naririnig ko. And yeah! It was her who's crying out loud.
What's going on Melody? Why are you sobbing like that? did your dad do anything to you again? You can actually talk to me about that! I already have my plan how you can get rid with your miserable dad. Just trust me.
'Yan ang mga gusto kong sabihin sa kaniya ngayon but I can't and I don't want to. We need to calm ourself first before we talk, she seems very woeful and depressed. Its heavy sobbing and the constant stream of tears in her eyes, it embodied the idea that she's experiencing an insane pain. Just cry Melody, everything will be alright, maybe not now... but soon. Just trust me.
I am just standing in front of her as I watched her continuesly crying. She then turned her head on me as our gaze have met, it was full of pain and sorrow, it smells of intense crying. I slowly put my hand on her as I am carefully wiping her tears away.
I hate seeing you like this but I guess, this is also what you need! Unlock your feelings off! Cry anything you want and just cry 'til your pain pave away.
"T-Tro-Troye! J-Just don't touch me!" And she remove my hand on her.
The coldness of her text are now showing off in her voice. I got stunned after hearing it, what the hell is going on?
"You can actually talk to me if you want too. You don't have to carry all your weights alone, I am here for you Melody, I am always here for yo—"
"Just cut it off Troye. Hindi ako babaeng bayaran na mahalaga lang tuwing gabi—"
"Of course you're not!" As I press my body on her. "Hindi ka ganon Melody! At never kong inisip na ganon ka! Please hear your self!"
Dahan dahan itong gumanti sa aking pagkakayakap at mula sa aking dibdib, ramdam ko ang muling pagtula ng mga luha nito. She's not sobbing anymore but this kind of silence shows how griply in pain she's been going through.
Yeah! I admit it that at first I've got offended when she said those words. I feel like i'm the one who's making her feel that way, it is making me less as a man. Thought I don't have any clue why she thinked that way also, she really needs to calm down.
"Ssshhhh just cry, it's okay not to be okay, so just cry everything." As I am tapping her head.
"B-But I saw you... with her, again," mas mahinahon nitong pagsasalita.
With who? Again? Sinubukan kong alalahanin ang mga nakasama ko noong nakaraang araw, ang tangi ko lang na naaalala ay si Hannah na sinabi sa'kin nung nakaraan na nakita niya daw si Melody sa park... noong magkasama kami.
"She's also one of your girl?"
"Of course not! I am faithful with you Melody, I'm just yours. Ikaw na lang ang inaantay ko na angkinin ako!"
Binalot ng katahimikan ang buong paligid matapos kong magsalita. No one even tried to speak between us, she doesn't even try to speak for herself. Ang tangi mo lang na maririnig ngayon ay ang mabibigat na paghinga ng babaeng kayakap ko ngayon.
"H-Hey? Nagseselos ka ba sa kaniya?"
Mabilis na kumalas ito mula sa aking pagkakayakap at dahan dahan na iniyuko ang kaniyang ulo.
BINABASA MO ANG
'Til Your Last, Melody.
Romansa'Til your last, melody. Music and rythm find their ways to hit into the chamber of your soul. From the high notes of your voice until the low notes of your life, music will served as the medicine of what we are feelin' deep inside. Just like any oth...
