Spirit Meadows Mental Asylum

Chapter 4- Emilia

TRIGGER WARNING MENTIONS OF CUTTING, AND SUICIDE and Hi! I hope you enjoy and here are some tissues on the house *hands tissues* Carry on you beautiful human.

"Guess I'll go... get it over with" Emilia groans sitting up in her chair as KJ gave her a small smile of reassurance

"Uh well- "She takes a deep breath as she starts to explain

"Fag"

"Dike"

"Ugly"

"Worthless" She stared blankly at the girls in front of her, she wasn't going to cry she was use to there everyday words, Like a broken record on repeat she was taking from her thoughts as her head snapped to the side, a loud smacking sound echoed through the school cafeteria

"I was talking to you dyke" She hated being called a dyke, she hated this dumb school and above all she HATED living.

"What the fuck do you want" Emilia snapped at the girl who seemed taken back, she never fought back EVER

"Watch who your talking to" The girl hissed back getting in her face, it was a staring contest till Emilia felt a cold liquid hit her like a truck, she stood in shock as the ice cold drink dripped down her face, staining her clothes and forming a puddle on the ground, the cafeteria erupted in loud laughter as the pointed, some making jokes, some just laughing. She could feel the tears build as she grabbed her bag and ran, she ran out the front doors, and straight to her house, after an hour she throws open the door and quickly goes to her room tossing her bag to the side as she let our a pain filled scream dropping to her knees.

"Emilia breathe" KJ pulled her friend into a hug, she was breathing heavily and tears slowly begin to fall

"Emilia are you okay to continue?" Caitlin asked gently, maybe this was a bad idea making the girls talk about there lives so quickly, but B said it would help them bond quicker

"Y-yeah I can" She took a deep breath giving her friend a grateful smile and continued

"You useless bitch dinner should have been done by now!" Her mom screamed as she walked into her room obviously she was drunk

"I will do it now" She spoke softly pushing past her mother going downstairs she smiled slightly seeing her dad already cooking

"I'll cook, you look tired.. why not shower and take a nap okay?" He was her only friend, she nodded going upstairs and grabbing a change of clothes, the liquid was sticking to her hair and face, she her clothes where ruined. She quickly showered but as she got out she caught a glimpse of herself in the mirror, she just stared. The once vibrant happy girl was not who she saw anymore, in her place was a sad, useless dull eyed girl. With scars lined down her arms and legs she shook her head she promised her dad she would never cut again, but the urge was strong and was there each day. With every new insult she heard the same echoing voice

"Do it" she hated it, wanted it to go away

"I'm sorry dad" she sighed picking up her razor, she was tired of the names, she was tired of everything and she was going to do something about it, she placed the razor to her beaten arms and was about to cut when a voice stopped her

"Emilia no!" Her dad shouted running over taking the razor and pulling his sobbing daughter into a long hug

"Why sweetheart" He questioned softly rubbing her back

"I can't do this anymore" Her breathing was shallow and her voice raspy

"I think its time for you to get help" She stares at him in shock but nods, she hates the idea of getting help but at this point its what's best

"Only for you" She whispered, and he nodded and pulled from the hug

"I will call the hospital and think of something.. sleep" He says before turning and leaving the bathroom, after making sure everything sharp was gone, he had previously taking all meds the day before

"A-and I h-have been here since" her voice cracks as she sit down furiously wiping her tears as her friends wipe there own pulling her into a long hug, Scarlett stares at the girl she's had so much problems with and wipes her own tears that had started falling

"I am sorry you had to go through that" She says, and Emilia just looks at her, and then back at the ground

"Thank you for sharing Emilia... your free to leave if you want" Caitlin spoke

"I'd rather stay for my family" Emilia stated, she knew how hard this would be for all of them and was determined to stay

"Alright, and with that who's next?" Caitlin asked the remaining 3 girls who just exchanged looks

"I guess that's my calling" Ramisa mumbled as the others turned there attention to her.

Hi again, I hope you enjoyed.

💜KJ💜