Chapter 5 - Ramisa

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Hello!!!and another chapter for you all tissues? *hands tissue box*
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Everyone looks at Ramisa, giving her their undivided concentration.

"Hm.. oh great," she sighs, learning back into her chair, "This memory just bring back up negative emotions"

"It's okay, just tell us as much as you can," Caitlin smiles warmly.

"Don't worry, I think I can," Ramisa returns the smile.

"Okay," Caitlin nods.

"So.. yeah, I was diagnosed Schizophrenia when I was 5, which is rare because people who were diagnosed Schizophrenia usually ranges from 16 years old I think. "

"I can't sleep normally; I have insomnia. My head keeps making me see things and hear voices, so that just make me stop sleeping.  Sometimes I can't even tell the difference between reality and my hallucinations. They felt so real."

"My BELOVED parents are too busy making money for themselves and neglected my mental state until it got worse. I was sent here two months ago after a bad attack.."

"Lunch is ready! Come down in 10 minutes or you'll get nothing!"
Ramisa shouts to no particular directions, knowing that her family could be anywhere.

She's been the person who cooks and cleans at their house since her parents don't want to spend money on a housekeeper although they have so many money.

Even like this, they show a bit or even no appreciation at all for Ramisa. The only one who appreciate her is her younger brother.

Her 12 years old brother, Joe runs in with his cheeky smile and take a seat.

"Hey sis! What did you make? Hope it's not cereal," he grins,

"Hm.. smells good. What did you cook today?"

"Nothing much," she gives him his food," just souffle"

"Whoa, this must be hard and took a long time to cook. Why did you cook this lavish dish?"

"Eh, I'm just feeling dilligent a bit," she replies. Deep down she wants her parents to at least appreciate her. She's tired with all of this. Having disorders isn't easy, plus she have those kind of parents.

"My parents never care about my conditions. All they care is money, money, and money.."

"Thanks sis," Joe grins, he really is a sweetheart towards Ramisa. He loves his sister so much.

"No problem," Ramisa ruffles his hair.

"Mom! Dad! Hurry up please! Food's gonna get cold!" Joe shouts.

"Yeah, yeah, I'm coming.." they hear their mom, Sarah says. Seconds later, Sarah comes in with a laptop.

Joe sighs and rolls his eyes.

"What the rip, ma? Couldn't you put down your work for a while?"

"No," she says as she sits down, "This is important."

"It's not like you're gonna die from not working. How important is it that you can't even spend a minute of your time to with your children?!"

Sarah just glares at Joe. Ramisa, puts her hand on top of Joe's shaking her head, signalling him to stop.

"Well, you could at least appreciate her a bit. She spend so many of her time for our stomachs," Joe huffs.

There mother simply rolls her eyes and continues to type away on her laptop, Ramisa sighs but sits at the table as there father Chris makes his way to the table, a scowl in place as he hangs up his phone and sits at the table and starts eating

"Well... how is it?" Ramisa asked her parents they both just shrugged and kept to themselves

"Its amazing sis!" Joe says happily and Ramisa smiled at her younger brother and nodded

"Thank you I worked hard" her mother scoffed and she looked up at her

"What?" Ramisa questioned her mom just rolled her eyes

"It could be better" Her mother stated, Ramisa stared at her mother in shock, she spent all day cooking and cleaning and her mom is just gonna say it could be better?

"What?! I been cooking all day!! I even cleaned this whole house!!" Ramisa yelled standing up, the voices echoed loudly in her head, they wanted her to kill her parents, to hurt them for what they did to her!

"Do not treat to your mother that way!!" her dad scolded which seemed to make her madder

"I am tired of being treated like shit!! so how about you stop treating me like this" Thats when it happened, she no longer saw her family but two black figures, taunting her. There voices echoing loudly in her ears, she felt sick. she wanted them to stop. She grabbed a sharp knife and lunged across the table, if this stopped the voices then so be! if this got rid of the shadow people so be it!! She tried to fight but eventually the voices became to much as she dropped to the ground sobbing

"Stop stop STOP!!!" She screamed at no one, her parents and brother watched in horror.

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"Yeah, so that's that. Those hallucinations are too creepy for me, so I'm sorry if I freak out so much. I just can't help it..." Ramisa says, looking down.

Nugs grabs her hand,

"Hey, it's ok.. don't be upset about your illness. We all here have disorders, yours isn't less than us and ours isn't more than yours We're all here to get help."

Scarlett looks around. She loves this group already, all being loving and supporting. They aren't like the people she imagined.

"Thank you for sharing," Caitlin smiles at her, "and just like the others, you can go to your room if you want to."

Ramisa shakes her head,

"Nah, I'm good." She spoke softly slumping in her chair as her friends gave her a gentle hug, at least that was over.

Hello!!! I am KJ and me and muffin worked hard on this so enjoy!!! 

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