The parking lot was straight ahead so I continued to speed walk to the car. I looked behind me and saw that Jin wasn't too far behind me on trying to catch up.
Honestly this is all starting to confuse me. How could Jin even like me? He doesn't really know anything about me and I don't know anything about him. I need some answers and I need them now.
I stopped walking and waited for him to catch up. He slowly jogged up to me and stood by my side.
"Hey, you ok?" His face had a visible look of concern on it as he reached out to rub my shoulder.
Should I ask him?
Should I say nothing?
"Yeah I'm fine...I was just waiting for you to catch up"
"You sure?"
"Yeah" I said while unintentionally looking at the ground.
"Well ok..let's get you home then" Jin reached around and put his arm around my shoulder.
The walk about to the car was quiet and short. The only sound you could hear was the crunching of pebbles as we took each step accompanied by the distant screams of people and soft carnival music.
We both hopped in car and bucked our seat belts for the drive back home.
Jin turned the keys to the engine and shifted the car into drive. The soothing sound of pebbles was the only sound that could be heard.
We were driving for about 25 minutes now and we're half way home. I hear a small ping from my phone and I reached into my back pocket to grab it.
The notification was a text message.
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"Who's that?" Jin asked. I saw him quickly glancing at my phone out of the corner of my eye. "It's Junglebook..oh I mean Jungkook." Jin chucked and responded with "What did he say?"
I kinda cringed when I looked back down at my messages "He asked if I wanted to hang out with us sometime and by us I'm assuming he means your group" He quickly glanced at me and turned his attention back on the road. "What did you say?" "I told him no" I muttered. "Why not?" Jin asked. I locked my phone and sighed "Because they're not my friends Jin they're yours and plus they don't even know me like that anyways" "You know they actually like you Jinae" "Execept Yoongi right?" I giggled. "That's Yoongi for you..not a people person but he still like you"
"How do you know?" I look up at Jin and he quickly glances my way "Because you'd be crying if he didn't. He has no filter and he does what he wants and says what he wants." Maybe this could be a problem for me. I'm not like them well cool at least and I'm kinda sensitive. "You think he likes me, on the inside at least?" We were at a red light so the car was still. We both turned to look at each other "Ive known Yoongi since we were kids and trust me Jinae if he didn't like you he would have told you he doesn't" I sighed and looked out of the window. I wish I didn't have to feel like I need others approval, life would be so much easier.
The car ride stayed silent until we pulled up to my house. The car came to a stop and Jin turned off the ignition. He got out of the drivers set slamming the door behind him before coming to my side and opening the door for me. I stepped out and we walked to my door step. "Well we're here..Sorry if this wasn't the ideal date for you, we could do something else-" "No, it was perfect" I cut him off. "No ones ever done anything like this for me before" Jin smiled and reached for my hand. My hand fit perfectly in his as he intertwined our fingers. "Are you up for another date since I do have you all to myself for the whole week" He inched closer to me "Yes I could like that very much" i smiled.
He leaned closer to me and the distance between our bodies lessened. His tongue ran over his pink lips before they met mine. It was a simple kiss but it felt like my entire body was on fire. His hands snaked around my waist and I threw my arms around his neck. He gently pulled away and we looked into each other's eyes "I gotta go Jinae. Have a good night" He walked off.
My heart was beating a thousand miles per minute. I waved goodbye to him and walked in the house, closing the door behind me. It carefully slid off my shoes while tip toeing to the kitchen.
My phone pinging caused me to jump as the sound echoed through the quiet house. I pulled my phone from my back pocket and saw it was a message from Jin
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I couldn't help but smile down at the screen. There were butterflies in my stomach and my heart was racing..all these feeling were so new to me. I couldn't help but wonder if I deserve to feel this way, if I was able to even love or be loved by someone as beautiful and kind as him. I'm not really sure how these things work but one thing was for sure...
I was starting to have real feelings for Kim Seokjin
