Hiraya

Prologue

Note: This is a work of fiction. Names, characters, businesses, places, events, locales, and incidents are either the products of the author's imagination or used in a fictitious manner. Any resemblance to actual persons, living or dead, or actual events is purely coincidental.

Chapters may contain Typographics and grammatical errors. If you'll see some feel free to correct me! Comments are highly appreciated! ENJOY READING!

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" Are you tired of me?" I asked while my voice trembles due to crying. But there was no response from him. He kept silent.

" I said, are you tired?" pag-ulit ko sa tanong ko

" No" he calmly answered while looking at the night sky. Di ako makapaniwala sa sagot nya, it was far different from what he was acting.

" I want you to say the truth. Ano ba?!? Pagod ka na ba sakin? Sa atin?", I said as I cried again.

This was hard for me. Ayoko syang mawala sakin pero it would be too unfair if I choose to neglect the fact na pagod na sya sa akin. I just needed him to utter the word yes pero it never came out from his own mouth. Walang oo ang lumabas mula sa bibig nya. For the love of God, why is he making this hard for me?

" Hindi nga e, ano ba?!? ", he shouted. I was in a complete state of shock. Hindi nya ako sinisigawan, he never did that to me.

" Then stop acting like you are Kord! Umakto ka ng naaayon sa sagot mo! Hindi yung pinaparamdam mo sakin na ayaw mo na, na pagod ka na pero hindi ang isinasagot mo! You're making me look like a dumbass"

" I am not." He answered again.

" You are!" I shouted at him again.

" I am not making you a dumbass here Mace. Sinasabi ko lang yung totoo, na hindi nga ako pagod. You are just over thinking things. That's why you look like one"

" Pero yun yung pinaparamdam mo Kord! Putangina, ano to? Ako pa yung kailangan bumitaw para lang masabi na ako may kasalanan!? Pa-victim ka rin e no?!"

I didn't know what I was saying anymore. I was too emotional, wala na akong control sa sarili ko. The only thing I knew was I am hurting, na ang bigat bigat ng nararamadaman ko. Habang si Kord sobrang kalmado padin.

"Mace, kung yan yung nararamdaman mo, hayaan mong ako na tumapos nito. Ayokong nararamdaman mo yung mga bagay na hindi ko naman kayang gawin sayo. I never acted like I was tired of you. Mace I wanted to do what's always best for you, pero sa tingin ko di mo naiintindihan yon. Kasi ang iniisip mo lahat ng tao susukuan ka, na lahat ng tao iiwan ka, na lahat ng tao katulad ng mga nanakit sayo. Pasensya na kung di ko masyado napatunayan sayo na hindi ako tulad nila."

His words were like arrows that pierced my heart. SIguro nga tama sya, ako yung problema.

" I am sorry Kord, ayoko lang maging unfair sayo."

" You are already being unfair Mace, una palang you were unfair already. Now, if the both of us want to be fair, let's end this. Kasi alam ko yun din ang gusto mo. "

How could he be so calm while saying those words? Bakit parang okay lang sakanya na matapos kami? Hindi na ba nagma-matter sakanya yung mga Happy moments namin while we were together? Pero wala na akong magagawa, ayoko na maghabol. I was also tired chasing and understanding people.

" If you say so. Laging mag-iingat Kord, uminom ka ng tubig always. Don't be too stubborn."

" You too, Mace"

" Thank you " pagsabi namin sa isa't-isa ng sabay.

" Goodbye, Kord" I said as I stood up from the sand where we are sitting a while ago.

" Goodbye Mace. Our paths will meet again soon." He said before I left.

" I hope so" I said then left him.

" We will"

Ito na, tapos na kami. Bukas gigising kami parehas without each other. Tomorrow, we don't know each other anymore. Wala na kaming karapatan sa isa't-isa.