Here i am

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Idiotically I believed you when you said you weren't like them all.
For a split second I thought you were going to be my happily ever after.
It all started out well, I mean it was great, I admit.
Every moment I got to spend with you was pure Bliss.
You because the reason I grinned like a fool everyday, even on the nasty a$$ days.
I should have known the "forever" you told me was just a way to make me lose my guard and for you to get your way.
I depended way too much on you that on my own I couldn't breathe.
I led myself to believe that to be complete I needed you.
I put up with soo much of your lies and bullshit, just to be complete.
My "happiness" suffocated me.
But now I realize that being strong isn't putting up with a person's bullshit over and over again, it isn't waiting for empty promises or apologies and it definitely isn't disrespecting yourself rather it is learning to walk away from the toxic things in life and drawing a line on what you put up with.
I have also realized that you don't need someone to complete you, instead you need someone to accept you completely, flaws and all.

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