I...
Lost...
..You.
It's a bitter pill to swallow,
And I can't sit around and wallow.
I took you for granted, your time and affection I tossed around like loose coins.
I should have known that one day you will no longer be "mine"
I thought I would have you forever,
I fed my fear and let love slip away
I wanna call, tell you what you wanted to hear, what my heart truly wanted to say when you were still here, but I got my pride holding me captive and I fear I may have already lost you.
I don't think I can accept losing you, but I need to do so
I'm not ready to let go of the possibility, but then again I already did.
Maybe if I had fed love fear would have died
But I cant work with maybe..
I lie to myself every day when I say I'm ok with you being happy with her, truth is I'm not and it sucks but then again I have my pride, I lick my wounds hoping that atleast the pain eases down, but I know the wounds will still be there.
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Finding My Voice
Poesia🦄 Art is subjective. I love writing, reading and sharing. My biggest regret would be me not sharing. I write for my sake and no one else. I hope you enjoy this collection and if not, I hope you find something you like somewhere else, but don't f...
