Goodbye

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It's possible that this is the end for us.
I don't want to admit it, because it hurts and scares me at the same time.
When a friendship or relationship gets to a give give give stage you know you have to reevaluate.
We are growing up and I guess growing apart was inevitable
I should have seen the signs earlier, or maybe I did but I brushed them under.
You always looked for me last minute cause you knew I would show up, you always respond days after I have sent you a message even though I respond to yours at the speed of lightning.
I realized that I cannot walk away from things that are not for me and I can't fight for the things I need.
We have run our course but, I can't walk away from you and I don't trust you to be the one to say goodbye because I know that I am your little puppet.
This thing of ours is toxic for me, there was life before you and I am damn sure it will still be there after you, I don't know how to say goodbye and walk away so I hope this one does the trick.

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