I gave myself to you,
I gave my heart to you without any hesitation.
I stood in front of you and poured myself out
I felt naked in your presence as I broke my walls for you.
My mistake, the one that cost me everything was believing that you could take care of me
It was believing that you would take care of my heart the way I protected it.
Though its too much I hoped you would love me forever, but I guess forever isn't a word in your world.
You took every part of me and tore it to shreds.
My already broken heart you shattered into a million pieces.
Had you shown me your true self, I might be singing a different song right now.
I know eventually I will get back up again but it seems as if it will take a while eternity.
I want to say you broke me, but honestly the huge part was on me.
I was the one who chose to open up, I was the one who turned a blind eye for the little red flags, I was the one who chose to ignore everything the world saw.
I...I. .I was . The one ...who handed you My Heart without hesitation might I add.
But nomatter how much it hurts me, I truly don't wish you this pain I feel right now.
I wish you happiness, I pray the empty whole in you will be filled with love one day.You were my nightmare and even though I managed to walk away, you still haunt me everyday
The pain I let you cause me is still within me

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Finding My Voice
Puisi🦄 Art is subjective. I love writing, reading and sharing. My biggest regret would be me not sharing. I write for my sake and no one else. I hope you enjoy this collection and if not, I hope you find something you like somewhere else, but don't f...