Joshua's POV:
Olivia and I are kissing right now. Wow. I mean we have to kiss in the show, but this is real. Why am I getting butterflies in my stomach? It's the same butterflies I get with Kensie, but I still have a tingling feeling in my stomach.
I pull away and look at Olivia. She looks at me smiling.
"What was that?" I ask her.
"A kiss" She says while laughing.
"I know that, but why did you do it?" I ask.
"I don't know. You acted like you wanted to do it too." She says.
"I mean, it's not that I didn't want to do it. I'm just really confused right now with my feelings." I tell her.
"Oh" She says looking down.
"No no, trust me. The kiss was amazing, but I just need time to figure out my feelings." I say putting my finger under her chin and lifting her head to look at me.
"You're confused about Kensie, right?" She asks.
I look over at Kensie and see her still dancing with Frankie.
"I can tell by the way you look at her." Olivia says.
I turn back to Olivia and look at her.
"Just let me know when you figure out your feelings." She says while pulling my head close to hers and kissing me again.
I pull away to look at Kensie again, and see she's walking out of the room. Great, she probably saw that.
I run away from Olivia and towards the door. I get out in the hallway and see Kensie walking towards the main door to the school.
"Kensie!" I yell still running for her, but she keeps walking without stopping.
I finally catch up to her and grab her hand. I pull her towards me so she'll look at me.
"What do you want?" She asks angrily.
"I know you saw me and Olivia kissing." I say calmly.
"What? Did you come out here to just tell me that?" She asks looking away from me.
"No. Kensie look at me." I say while moving her head towards me and hold it so she'll have to look at me.
"I'm sorry you saw that. I told Olivia that I don't want to do that until I figure my feelings out." I say.
"Josh it's obvious that you like her. So why are you out here?" She says.
"Because I still have feelings for you!" I say.
Kensie's POV:
He still has feelings for me? I thought he didn't feel anything towards me anymore, I thought it was just me with the feelings. But I can tell he has feelings for Olivia too, I can't be with him knowing he likes another girl too.
"Josh, you can't have feelings for two girls at the same time. That's not how it works. I still have feelings for you too, I never got over you. A bunch of guys at school always tried to get me to go out with them, but I always turned them down because my heart was still wanting you. I can't be with you when you like Olivia too. I think it's best if we both move on from each other." I say with tears starting to form in my eyes.
I look at Josh and see he has tears in his eyes too.
"So you're saying you want me to go back in there and tell Olivia that we can try us out?" He says crying.
"Yes. I think it's best we move on from each other. I mean you left the day after we kissed each other. My heart was breaking the whole time you were gone. I thought I did something wrong, I hated myself because I thought I was the one who made you leave." I say full on crying.
"Kensie you know it wasn't your fault." He says putting his hand on my cheek.
"I just think we need to try and move on. If we're meant to be, then we'll come back to each other." I say.
"But we already did come back to each other. When I first saw you in that room, I felt so happy finally seeing you again. I've hated myself for leaving you like that, but then I see you again and it's like destiny bringing us back together." He says.
"Josh, I'll always love you but for now, we need to stop being flirty with each other because it's just hurting both of us." I say.
"If that's what you really want, then fine." He says.
"We can still be friends." I say.
"No Kensie. You don't get it. I have feelings for you, being just friends with you will only make it harder for me." He says starting to walk away from me.
"I still have feelings for you too, but it will make it hard to be around each other everyday without us talking to each other. I mean we live in the same apartment complex, you literally live right next to me." I say making him look at me.
"I need time to think about all of this." He says pulling away from me and walking back in the room where the dance party was taking place.
I just turn around and walk outside. It's pouring the rain, but I'm ready to go back home and go to bed. I don't even know if I handled that the right way.
Wow, writing this chapter really got me in my feels. I hope you guys enjoyed this chapter!
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