The savior Saida

Chapter 10 : The end of the party

Sana POV :

*knock knock*

"Come in" I say, still staring at the ceiling.

"It's locked" I freeze, that voice, it belongs to her. I don't have the strength for this ... I get up and go open.

Here you are... but I don't care right now. I go back to my original spot. In the bathtub. She gets in and sits opposite from me. In between my legs. She sticks her hand out towards the bottle I was holding. I hand it to her. This is so fucking weird what are you doing, why are you here ? "You should go back to the party and have fun" I tell her.

"You took the last bottle of Jager"

Fucking hell, you actually managed to make me smile right now. Now when I'm drowning in memories that kill me slowly. Now when I'm being buried in feelings such as sadness, anger, shame, guilt ...

"You can take it" I don't even try to hold in my smile "just bring me something else to drink please"

"Nah" she takes a sip "I'll have to share it with more than one person if I bring it downstairs and I'm not nearly drunk enough for this night"

I pretend I'm shocked "unusual things have happened tonight for you to need to be drunk ?"

She shook her head, eyes wide open "You wouldn't imagine! I mean, I hooked up with someone I don't even know, there's a party organized at my house even though I said I didn't want to party, the same dude just keeps hitting on me even though I've told him I don't like him about one million times, there's been a fight in my living room and now I'm here in a tub drinking even though I hate the taste of alcohol! Oh and there's a guy who I'm not quite sure's alive on my doorstep."

"Well Karen seems like you've had quite the rough night!"

"Oh Susan don't get me started" We both laugh hysterically and pass each other the bottle. We snuck back downstairs and stocked up on alcohol for our talk. We stayed there joking and drinking for about two hours I think when Jihyo came in.

"Oh there you both are!" She looked at us suspiciously since she had come when we were both laughing hysterically after Dahyun cracked the worst joke ever. "Ya'll ain't murdering each other."

We looked at each other smiling and said in unison "Nope" Dahyun continued speaking "But I'm suuuuper like drunk right, my head is spinning"

"Seriously Dahyun ? How much have you been drinking ?" She picks the bottles that were in the tub. "Like 2 or 3"

"You're holding 7 bottles Dahyun!"

"Chiiiill Jyo ! It's just some beers" Jihyo walks to the tub and grabs one bottle from Dahyun. "This is red wine" she grabs another "This is vodka" she sighs "you'll regret this tomorrow"

"I'll regret loooots of things tomorroooww Jyo! Like, like, like I hooked up with some random girl tooonight Jyo ! " oh, uh, okay ... you regret it that's cool ...

"WHAT ? With who ??" Jihyo had concern written on her face but Dahyun wasn't listening to her she was mumbling to herself but I managed to hear "I don't even like her ..." she looked at me "oh god I said that out loud"

Oh ... great ... so you've just been pretending for the past to hours. That's ... I have to leave "Uh I gotta go"

"Sana wait" she had a panicked look on her face, I got up and started walking to the door "wait Sana I didn't, that's not-" I left before she could finish. Why the fuck were you here if you didn't like me Dahyun. Fuck you I thought you had come around! Fuck you Dahyun!

I went downstairs everyone had left except for the blackpink girls who were helping to clean up with the one in a million girls telling them that they would do it the next day. Then they saw me and ran towards me taking me in their embrace. "We heard what happened" "Are you okay Sana?"

I gently push them away "I'm okay you guys, I'll have an even more bruised jaw tomorrow but I'll be fine" I chuckle lightly.

The one in a million girls came towards me as well thanking me for protecting Mina who had once again cried on my shoulder while hugging me. Dahyun and Jihyo came down. Dahyun comes towards me, she seems sobered up, and says "I didn't even thank you for earlier"

I keep a cold face "no need" I go towards the table and start gathering the empty bottles

"Sana ..." I ignore her. Nayeon comes toward me "we'll clean it up in the morning" I smile at her and nod.

"Let's watch a movie before going to bed !" Jeongyeon offers. The blackpink girls were offered to stay over. Everyone agrees and we head upstairs to the movie room. The movie was pretty good, I love suspense movies. Everyone started going to bed when we realized Dahyun had fallen asleep.

"She drank" Jihyo states.

"Seriously ?!" Everyone was shocked and now debating on who would carry her to her room.

"I'm the most sober and the strongest" I say "I'll carry her" I pick her up gently, bridal style. I'm not doing this to feel close to you, I'm doing this for the girls. Because I'm the strongest. NOT because I want to be close to you. I don't want to be close to you.

I bring you to your room. It's cute. Cream walls. Lots of pictures. Stop staying in her room Sana for fuck's sake. I go to Nayeon's room.

"Good night Sana"

"Good night Nayeon-unnie"

I toss and turn. Get out of my head I want to sleep. But I can't. I still see the way you look at me. I still feel your lips on mine... I hate this. I'm not this weak. He taught me better. Now worse images appear in my mind. The memories flow back in my head one by one. I guess I'll just never forget ...

No one's POV :

Once again. Like every night since she was twelve years old. Sana fell asleep hearing her mother's cries. The image of her, being violated, haunting her mind.

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