⚠️ sensitive topic ⚠️"d-dally?" i stutter, feeling down already.
"yeah, it's me. it's elena, right?"
"of course you would forget my name BUT yes, it's me, the elena fucking ramirez." i sarcastically smile, a smile that hides all the emotions.
"just playin' with ya!" just like you played me, ha.
i nod, turning to two and stand straight, shaking my head as i sigh.
"it was- um nice catching up with you, two." i smile as i go over and hug him, feeling warmth.
"of course! i hope i see you more often, we miss you a shit ton." two sadly says as i sympathetically smile at him.
"me too." i say before turning around, seeing dally much closer making me flinch.
"woah- chill, doll."
"goodbye dallas, goodbye." i huff as i look down, memories of has coming back to me.
"don't say it like it's gonna be the last time i see you, elena. i still wanna see your beautiful face." i couldn't help but roll my eyes and scoff. as if, dally never wanted me.
"yeah right. let the stupid girl believe that." i say before turning around, seeing two walk away.
i shake my head and sigh, walking towards the front, people smoking and chattering.
"have a good time, elena." was all dally said before running off, leaving me just staring at plain darkness.
"elena! there you are, i was looking for you." i turn around and see maddy hazily grip the red cup, making me slightly chuckle.
"let's go home, maddy. you are drunk, and we're gonna be two girls walking home by themselves." i wrap my arms around her shoulders, hearing her whine.
as i stressfully hold her, i couldn't help but feel sadness up inside me. after almost a year of trying to get over dally, he suddenly came back and now my sad feelings came back?
"wha- why are y-you so thinkable? wait, is t-that a word?" maddy asks as i inhale, slowly exhaling.
"i saw dallas tonight, maddy. like, he was all in front of my face calling me 'doll' and crap like that." i say as we finally make it to her doorstep, the automatic lights making maddy stand up, yawning.
"that damn boy doesn't know when to quit it, huh? he knows fucking shit well he broke you, and now he wants to talk? hell no, not on my watch." maddy says while she unlocks the door. we walk inside, the cold air making me shiver.
"i already have a headache, let's just go to rest and we'll spill again tomorrow, okie?" i nod as we walk upstairs, and into her room.
we do our nightly routines with silence, comfortable silent though.
"night, elena." i wrap the sheets around me.
"night maddy, sleep well."
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i confusingly groan as i hear noise coming from the window, making me sit up. i look over, seeing maddy completely asleep. i hesitantly stare at the window before getting up, silently creeping over.
i was about to wake up maddy until a familiar jackef caught my eyes, making me mutter,
"two bit? what the hell!"
i open the window, seeing two bit stare up at me.
"the hell, two bit!? it's fucking midnight and you're throwing rocks on windows that recall, aren't mine?" i semi yell, not wanting to cause any attention.
"can ya come down hear? it's urgent." two bit pleads as i breathe in, nodding. he nods back and walks to the front as i close the window. i put on my sandals and quietly open the door, shutting it before walking down the stairs.
i open the door, seeing two throw rocks at the little pond fountain, making me laugh.
"you know, they have cameras right?" i say, catching his attention.
"yeah yeah. look, i wanna tell you something, even though i'm not supposed to." two bit sighs as i nod.
"go ahead. whatever it is, it stays with me."
"many stuff has happened since you left us, elena. for starters, johnny was beat up by a bunch of socs, and left the kid traumatized. next, steve got in a car accident but obviously, survived and now is doing really fine. lastly, dally and sylvia ... are back together." i look up, staring at him. damn, i missed that much? and dally getting back with his ex, didn't know dally was such an asshole.
"poor johnny! god, i'm definitely coming by, i wanna check on him. and stevie, i'll see him soon. but dally? didn't know he went back to cheaters, they're perfectly made for each other." i shrug my shoulders, acting as if it didn't sting me. it did, i won't lie.
"c'mon el, don't act as if you're numb. you know it hurts, it does and that's okay." i'm not numb. far from numb. every sad thing upsets me.
"h-how did you find maddy's house?" i ask.
"we hooked up once, and i remembered she was like the daughter of these nice rich parents." i gasp, playfully hitting two bit on the shoulder.
"thanks for informing, keith. i'll come by tomorrow, hopefully." i wave before running back, winking at him before shutting the door.
i shake my head and slightly laugh, adjusting my shirt as i walk up the long stairs. as i make a turn, i feel a hand cover my mouth and pin me against the wall.
"look at you, meeting with boys outside the window like the fucking slut you are." bryce bitterly whispers as i whimper, inaudibly.
"that's what you did when we were together, eh? fuck around with boys, stupid bitch." he pulls me into his room, locking the door making me feel scared.
"i-i never cheated, bryce. i swear to god." i cry out.
"shut the fuck up! tonight, i'll teach you a lesson, a lesson that shows you that you're still mines and i fucking own you." bryce says as he walks to me, gripping my hair as he drags me to his bed, making me gasp in pain.
he sits me up, looks at me hungrily before punching me at the corner of my mouth. he laughs before he unbuckles his pants, making me sit up and cry.
"get ready, slut, you'll have fun." is all he says as he shoves me further into the bed, pulling down my pants.
the last thing i see is the moonlight, before darkness takes over my mind ....
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break my heart again - a dally winston love fanfic
Fanfiction"so go ahead and break my heart again!" a dally winston FANFICTION. #1 ranking in #mattdillon (08/26/20 - 09/05/20)