break my heart again - a dally winston love fanfic

nineteen

who is eda you may ask? she is my sister, although she's made herself very clear she wants no part whatsoever in this family.

"i see you guys still haven't upgraded, how sad." eda spats as i click my tongue.

"we're doing perfectly fine right now, eda-"

"ew, don't call me that. that name sounds disgusting and someone like me doesn't deserve the ... phrase. please, call me nora." i shake my head and lowly laugh as eda claps.

"what's so funny, elena? i mean, you at least have a decent name in the family, unlike me that our birth mother chose to give me a sad and ugly nombre." i nod as eda sits on a chair, wiping it before.

"alright drop the act. what the hell are you doing back in tulsa? i mean you made your self perfectly clear a couple months ago that you didn't want anything to do with this town, at all." i say as i stand up and glare at her.

"wow the elena is getting all questionable now i see, what an upgrade to your mind. remember this is my casa too! i lived here once, which is embarrassing i may say." eda smirks as i scoff and stand up straight.

"suit yourself. mama and papa will be here soon and i doubt they'll love to see you here." i shrug my shoulders and walk into my room, leaning against it.

i close my eyes, old flashbacks coming to me.

- 12 MONTHS AGO -

"promise me that you will not tell anyone, elena. prométeme, porfavor." eda pleads as she shakily tries to take my hand.

"e-eda, this is a huge secret and you cannot hide if from mama and papa!" i defend as eda cries even more.

"it's a stupid mistake i committed and now look at me, all knocked up from some random jock." eda grunts as i shake my head and run my hand through my hair.

"what are you going to do, eda? you cannot just simply ignore the fact that y-you have another living human inside of you." i softly say as eda raises her head up.

"it's a worthless living human!" eda cries out as she opens the door and runs out of the house leaving me all alone with a mess.

"let's see what fate has for you."

- END OF FLASHBACK -

"open up you prick! you can't just leave me all alone in the scary living room." i slightly jump at the sounds right outside my door. i roll my eyes and stand up, harshly opening the door.

"what do you want, eda? all you do is judge and complain about the life you got out of, alright? shut up and just ... leave, okay?" i yell as eda's face changes.

"and before you defend yourself with some rude stupid remark, save it. you made it clear that this family means zero to you, eda!" i continue as eda gulps. the look on her face was unreadable, just simply who she is.

i sigh and walk to my bed, my back facing the doorframe.

"the c-child would've turned one today, you know? sometimes i think about it ... what would've happen if i changed my mind about that incident. and yes elena, i feel guilt. the gulit is always following me wherever i go! i can't have a simple hookup without the face of a baby entering my stupid mind." eda breaks the silence, the awkward silence.

"never thought i'd say this but, go to hell." i say as i stand up and walk past her, purposely bumping my shoulder. i take a deep breath and walk to the curtis', opening the door and slouching on the couch.

"what's with the frown, eh?" i look up and see soda smile down at me. soda always brightens the mood no matter what, and that's something i admire of him.

"just ... problems." i sigh as i close my eyes, trying to relax my mind.

"there's something you should know, elena. i don't want it to be kept a secret of out of all people you should know this." i open my eyes and see soda shyly rubbing his neck.

"dally- dally went back to new york, elena. and he said he left for good."

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