break my heart again - a dally winston love fanfic

thirty one

smut warning  ⚠️

*elena's pov*

"hiya kid! haven't seen you in a while." buck huffs as i nod and smile.

"sorry to bother." i say as i notice the bar's empty.

relief!

"don't say that, kid! if you lookin' for dal, he's upstairs." i nod. i awkwardly make my upstairs, mentally telling myself to leave but physically i couldn't.

i softly knock on his door, nervously biting my bottom lip. i shake my head, knowing he probably won't open the door. i turn around and start to walk away but stop when i hear the door softly open.

"elena ..." and that's that. dallas winston, calling my name.

"dally ..." i whisper as i walk to the door.

i look in his eyes, trying to find any lost and confused emotion behind his tough and cold look.

and i did.

"come on in." i nod, making my way inside the door. i stand in the middle of the small room, waiting for any words to come out of our mouths, but nothing.
dally sits on his bed, clearing his throat. i could tell he was just as confused and ... uncomfortable as i was.

"i thought i didn't feel anything, baby. but i lied." dally croaks as i inhale.

"we found each other again, dallas." i say as i sit next to him, resting my hand against the bed.

"y-you helped you out of a broken place. y-you gave me comfort." i contain myself as he traces his hand against mines.

that touch.

the touch that could make me collapse right then and there for him without any hesitation.

and that's what i did.

i stand up and smile, getting ontop of his lap. i lean my forehead against his, closing my eyes, trying to memorize his breathing pattern, any small detail that could make me fall more.

"i fell for you, baby." dally whispers as he traces his hand against my jawline and cheek. i shuffle, holding his arms for support.

"please, dally." i whisper. dally stops and looks at me in the eyes, shifting his look to my eyes and lips.

"go ahead and break my heart again." my voice cracks.

and before i know it, i could feel dally's lips under my eyes, kissing the tears away.

i take a deep breath, knowing that maybe tonight was the last time something like this could happen.

and as he puts himself in me, i hold his hand.

and he holds it back.

his whispers and kisses assure me,

that we both fell.

"you keep on breaking me, elena." dally whispers as he leans his head into my neck.

wrong, because you keep on breaking me!

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wow.

i love writing, it's always been a passion of mines to write. and this chapter (kinda) gives you summaries of what i think of. i didn't want this chapter to be SMUT SMUT (if you haven't noticed this chapter contains smut- words hide it!) i wanted it to be something sad and beautiful.