trigger warning
sort of... I guess... by now I'm not sure why I keep writing this lol if you've already read the rest of this book this chapter literally will do nothing.
so I guess I don't really know how to end this book.
there isn't really an ending.
there's no 'I'm fully recovered from whatever that was and now I'm going to skip off into the sunset.'
there's not even an 'I'm going to hospital and I'm going to work on getting better' or 'I have the support of all my family and friends to help me get better'.
remember, nobody even knows what's going on.
I thought I was getting better, but I've realised that I'm really not.
however I did mention some of it to my friend the other day and she told me that she would support me if it ever gets bad again.
I don't know if I'll have the courage to ask her though.
anxiety be like that sometimes
we'll have to see how it goes.
anyway, I think I'm done here now.
I don't really know what the purpose of this book was, but I guess maybe you're more educated now.
I hope you will never be as stupid as I was.
at first I thought I could lose a couple of pounds and everything would be good.
but once you've started, it's so, so hard to stop.
anyways... this is the end of this book.
hope you guys all stay safe and healthy!
-Debbie xx
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Skinny Girl
Random*TRIGGER WARNING* Please don't read this if you have suffered (or are suffering) with an eating disorder. It's not good for you, and I don't want to hurt you. I do NOT encourage any of this behaviour. I know how awful it is, but sometimes you just...
