truth

AMY P.O.V

I woke up early and got up to ready myself for school, both ellie and Lili left yesterday to see their parents and spend time with them. I wore the uniform and i drove to lili's house to take her with me. I arrived at her house and texted her (good morning sweetheart, i am outside come out) less then a minute she was in front of the door. I laughed at her eagerness to get in the front seat because it was her turn and ellie's turn is to sit in the back seat. She hugged me and kissed my cheek i did the same and we drove to ellie's house, she was waiting outside for us she entered the car and we drove to school. When we arrived i said
"Guys can i ask you to not say anything to anyone?" they looked at me like I'd grown two heads, they started talking at the same time.
"but....he has to be punished"
"you can't tell us to keep that secret"
I interrupted them "GUYS STOP!" it worked.
I took a deep breath and said " I know it's not fair, i know it was something unbelievable and he has to be punished, and he will i promise you that i will to everything in my power to bring him down even if it meant to sacrifice myself for you both or should i say three i will. But it's not the right time and i think today Something bad will happen and i want to make sure nothing happens to you. Promise that under no circumstances you will talk until i say so."
"we promise" they said in union. We entered the school and were heading to class, suddenly i felt a hard slap come across my face and we all froze up i looked and it was the person i was trying to avoid. She started yelling at me the girls didn't know what to do or say and the whole school was watching her
"I've known you for 5 years and supported you in everything you went threw, i was your best friend and that's how you repay me by forcing yourself on my boyfriend after getting drunk and hitting him when he wouldn't go threw with it and to leave so you wont do something you regret? " i listened to every word she said and to think that my best friend believed her boyfriend over me hurt like hell, but I wont correct her she wont believe me anyway so i didn't even try to tell the truth.
" i didn't do any of what you're saying so I suggest you go to your boyfriend if you don't want me to speak or don't want to believe me."
I told her calmly but i wasn't expecting what came next to hit so deep and for her to tell me that
"you're pathetic, i pity you and if you think that people around are your friends then you are strongly mistaken even lili and ellie why don't you ask them what's the real reason they are your friends?" i looked at them and they face paled and not a word was said at that i knew that what she was saying was true and i was hurting but didn't let it show my eyes filled with tears but I didn't let them fall i stayed silence and she continued

"you're a liar, i know you have feelings for me and i can't believe you stood so low to the point to frame my boyfriend rather then to tell me the truth. You're mother was right to live you alone you don't deserve anyone, just stay out of my way you freak and leave me alone."
My pretended friends stood beside me and were going to intervene until i spoke.
" you're right about everything you said and on my behalf, i promise you won't see me again and to never bother you in any way and for what it worth i am sorry that you had to stay by my side when you could have been having fun with your real friends not someone you pitied. And you two, i wont hold anything against you if i were a job then you're free from it and if i am someone who also you pity then don't worry about it your purpose is completed. "i said smiling but dying inside with every word spoken. That was the day when my friendship with my crush and best friend for 5 years ended and my life has changed and i became alone again. that day i left without another word to anyone, and gone to the one place that makes me feel better. My dad's grave and sat their till the sun came down, my phone was blowing up with phone calls and messages, i turned it of and threw it away into the back seat.