Together (Ollie Morgan X Reader) Hollyoaks

I'm Fine

-Ollie's POV-

I missed training this morning because I couldn't confront Buster. Instead, I went to The Bean. Scott came up to me with a milkshake. He sat down.

"There's nothing wrong with being gay, you know? But if you are, you can't just block it out and pretend it's not happening," he told me.

"Yeah? But I don't know what I am!" I exclaimed.

"How long have you been feeling confused? Look, Ollie, you can trust me. I've been where you are. But if you bottle things up, it'll only get worse," he told me.

I saw Buster start to walk towards us, so quickly changed the subject.

"Look, I'm fine, alright? I just want to focus on my football." I stated.

"There you are! You missed training!" He huffed.

"I must have woken up late," I lied.

" You want to make it to the next level, and you cant even get out of bed?!" he complained.

"Buster's right. I bet Ronaldo had no one to drag him out of his," Scott commented.

"I think me and you need to have a chat about commitment," Buster said. I was about to follow him as he left, but I was stopped by Scott.

"Hey! If you bunked off training things must be bad?" he asked.

"Look, I told you, alright? I'm fine!"

I had sad those two words so much. I'm fine. Did I really mean it though?

"No, Ollie, youre not! And if you don't deal with this, you could lose your friends, your football dreams, you cold even lose Y/N!"

I thought of her. I didn't want to lose her.

I just sighed and walked away.