My Brother's Best Friend

Chapter 46 - Mystery date! (Pic of dress)

I finally got my new laptop! My other one CRASHED!
Thank God I pre ordered my new one online before black Friday because they all sold out! I'm so happy now I don't have to worry about my work getting deleted! Now I can get back to writing as much as I want to without being scared that another chapter will randomly delete! I'm uploading this quick chapter for you guys because I've kept you waiting so long! I am SO sorry about this! I'm going to be uploading a lot more now, I promise! Thank you all for sticking by my side and staying with this story, and for all your votes and comments. It means more than you'll ever know! Love you all so much! Vote and comment to let me know I still have all of my amazing MBBF fans<3 Next chapter will be Tuesday! :D xo

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       Two weeks pass by, and they are slow as ever. In all honesty, they have been the most difficult and challenging days of my whole life. Nevaeh seemed like an easy baby at first, but as the days went on I realized that it soon changed. I'm more tired than I have ever been before and I feel like I have barely even been able to go outside. I refuse to leave her side because she means everything to me, but deep down I know that it would be amazing if I just let myself have a little break. I guess the reason why I chose to always be the one to care for her might be because I'm her mother and I feel like nobody else should be responcible for her, but me.

       One of these days I'm going to have no other choice but to leave her side and I know it's going to be very hard for me, and I'm not going to like it. But I'm going to have to get use to it, since I'll be starting school in September. She's my daughter and she's my entire life now. Most young mothers, especially teenagers, would rather leave their baby and go out to have some fun. But I, on the other hand, would rather be at home with her. I love Nevaeh more than anything in the world.

       I wake up to a bright light shining in through my window, silently cursing at myself that I forgot to close the curtains last night. Thankfully, Nevaeh didn't wake up as much as she usually does, so I got a really nice deep sleep. I carefully push myself up resting my back against my headboard, rubbing my eyes so help wake myself up. And suddenly, something hits me.

      Today is my eighteenth birthday! I'm finally considered a legal adult and I have been waiting for this day to come for what seems like forever! I quickly hop out of bed and stand beside Nevaeh's bassinet, realizing she's awake as a wide smile spreads across my face.

     "Hi sweetie," I quietly say to her, lifting her into my arms and happily holding her peacefully against my chest. "It's my birthday today! I'm eighteen now." Her innocent little eyes stare up into mine as she rubs her tiny hand against her mouth, which must mean she's hungry. "What should we do today?" I softly question, walking to the rocking chair and sitting down on it, kicking my feet up onto the legs rest.

      The bright sun shines at us, lighting her up like she's literally the light of my world. And in reality, she really is. Her beautiful blue eyes gaze up into mine, as I pull down my shirt and she easily latches onto me, which is quite painful. I've been really sore for the past two weeks, and the past few days especially, but everyone tells me that it's normal to feel this way for some people. I gently rub her baby soft skin on her cheek with the tips of my fingers, staring deep into her eyes in nothing but happiness. It's amazing and incredible of how close we are. And it will never change.

      After she's done feeding, I burp her and soon realize her dipar is dirty. I gently rest her on the changing table and I change her, talking to her the whole time as her eyes stay locked with mine. "I wonder what your daddy is going to be doing with us today," I quietly let out, happily smiling and releasing an excited sigh as I open the drawer and look through her clothes. "If he bought me a present, I swear I'm going to die. He already got me a promise ring before you were born. I mean he doesn't need to buy me anything. I'm in love with him and nothing will change that. You know what I mean, Nevaeh? He's just amazing... He's perfect." I gently touch her nose as her lips curl into a smile and I blow on her belly as she playfully kicks her legs. "Just like you are!"