Irresistible

𝑪𝒉𝒂𝒑𝒕𝒆𝒓 𝑭𝒐𝒓𝒕𝒚 "𝑷𝒂𝒓𝒕 𝑶𝒏𝒆"

𝑰 𝑪𝒂𝒏'𝒕

𝑱 𝑨 𝒀 𝑳 𝑬 𝑬 𝑵

It's been a week since college has started and Jed and I have spend everyday together. I've been to three of his games so far. We get along so well that everyday with him makes me want to spend more and more time with him.

I haven't talked to Kai or Jessica at all, but next week is my dad funeral so I guess I'll have too.

"You know your gonna have to tell me who this 'Mr. complicated' guy is?", he smirks taking a bite of his sandwich.

"He's.. Well I don't know.. It's just complicated. I don't think we'll ever be together", I shrug taking a drink if my iced tea.

"Well as your personal psychologist, I'm here to talk", he smiles. I nod. He always makes me feel so safe and cared.

"Actually I was thinking... It's a Saturday night. We finished a full week of college! Why don't we go to a club!", I smile. I haven't been to one since junior year if high school.

"I mean.. Club scenes aren't for me.. But if it will make you happy.. Sure", he smiles giving in. I clap happily. "Okay I need to use the restroom. Ill be back then we can head to your practice", I smile. He's been asking me to watch his practices whenever I can. It makes me so happy to be around him. The only time I am sad is when I'm away from him. He's the perfect distraction.

When I come out of the restroom walking back to the living room I see Jed holding my phone to his ear. "Who are you talking to?", I whisper nervously. He hold up a finger with a grin on his face

"Busy at the moment.. Why?", he hums amused. He waits for an answer then continues. "Jed", then he looks at the phone and the call ended.

"Who was that?", I ask again feeling scared. If he says who I think then I'll die.

"I'm guessing 'Mr. Complicated'", he air quotes. Oh no. No. No.

"What did he want?", I groan putting my face in my hands.

"Relax", he has taking my hands away from my face. "All he wanted was to talk to you. Seemed pretty ticked off that I answered your phone though", he adds with a chuckle.

"I do not walk to talk to him. Not now, not ever", I sigh taking my phone away from him.

"Want to talk about it?", he questions standing up. I shake my head. He nods knowingly. I've told him a million times I do not walk to talk about my problems. One, I don't want to talk about my dad. Two, I don't want him to know about Kai. If he knew that I was in love with my step brother.. I think he would be weirded out. I mean I think it's weird. Imagine what others would think! And three, if I talk about everything.. Truthfully I think I'll break.

"Ready to go?", I ask with a small smile picking up my bag. I normally take my backpack with me so I can do a little studying while he practices. We go to his place so he can change. His place is not really different from mine. The only main difference is that his is a one bedroom, two bathroom. That's pretty much it. Has basically the same layout. But obviously the decor is much different from mine and the colors so it adds a different feel than mine.

"Hey for the next game you go to.. You want to wear one of my jerseys", he calls from his room.

His jersey?

Isn't that for girlfriends?

"I mean.. You don't have too", he says because I didn't answer.

"Oh no.. Yeah that would be great", I force out. I'm not looking to date. Yes Jed is completely hot and sweet I just don't see him like that.