𝐇𝐀𝐈𝐊𝐘𝐔𝐔;
MANGA SPOILERS
Did you make me out to be a fool? Your laughter echoed and your chocolate cursed eyes burned into my head. How could I have fallen for you, when my legs dangled over the edge of hating you.
"That was... a kind gestur...
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👽 . . . ⇢ ˗ˏˋ CHAPTER NINETEEN ࿐ྂ Graduating soon
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"You're kind of a wreck, you know." Kageyama's most obvious observation made me livid. I was stressed and nervous, I was graduating next week, and I had just applied for college. Mom noticed how stressed I was, so she brought Kageyama over to calm me down. But that only made me more nervous.
"We're still gonna be friends right?" He frowned at the use of friends, but it made him confused. "What do you mean? We're still gonna be friends but through what?" I stiffened. Mom didn't tell him? I pushed away from the thought and asked him for a walk to the park, which he nodded to.
The walk there was silent, both of us thinking. I didn't know what he was thinking about, but I knew I was thinking about my future. Will everything... Stay the same? Grabbing my phone I looked at the lock screen. It was a picture of the walk-in my room who was coated with photos.
There were photos of stupid hang out days with Oikawa, days I took of the team when they won a game, days I took of my siblings when we all had to go somewhere. I smiled at it, but I concluded that it would never be the same again. They'll all grow up, go to their jobs and meet their lovers, start a family, and spend time with them instead.
Me and Oikawa? He probably was going to join a volleyball team, and travel around and find his lover and his family. For me? I wasn't sure. For sure I wasn't going to find my lover or family as fast as anyone else. If I'm gonna be famous, people will want to be around me for fame or some kind of recognition. To be famous but be painful, but I could survive.
We arrived at the park, Kageyama walking over to a table and sitting on it, me slowly following behind him and sitting beside him. The silence beside the distant sound of trees swaying and the rare car noises. "I'm sorry." I began. He stayed quiet, probably wanting to have what I had to say.
"I..." it was hard to continue, the tears threatening to spill out of my eyes. "I applied for a college for singing, " I paused, his grip on the table tightened. "I'm just stressed over the fact nothing's gonna be the same anymore." I admitted, nervous about his reaction. Waiting for a few seconds, he gave no reaction so I continued venting.
"Everyone's gonna grow up, and find their lovers and families. Moments like running in the rain are gonna be gone, doing the stupid stuff you know?" I let out an angsty laugh, hot tears spilling out my eyes by accident. Kageyama was about to reach out to me but I shooed his hand away.
"I'm ok! I'm excited too." I stopped to regain composure. "We're all gonna do the stuff we all have been wanting to, and it'll be fun, " I said while looking softy into his eyes. "Anyway, I should be getting home, I'll see you around Tobio."
The walk home alone was depressing. Usually, everyone's excited to graduate and achieve a new level in their life. For some reason I was different.
When I got home, my mom gave me a pitiful glance from the kitchen. I ignored it and decides to take a nap. I'm too tired and nervous to think about anything right now.
OIKAWA'S POV
yes finally I'm sorry lmao
As usual, I was staring off into the distance thinking about a certain girl. Whom she was the manager for Karasuno, and her name wasn't Kiyoko or Yachi.
Yup, I was thinking about my Beloved Y/n.
How can someone not think about her?! She's so pretty, sweet, hilarious, and extremely chill. I developed a small crush on her a while ago and ignored it. But now it's gotten so passionate that I can't ignore it anymore. So I embraced it!
I was slightly afraid she wasn't going to say yes to my confession, when it does happen I mean. All the girls are obsessed with me, yet Y/n was different. Iwa-chan at the start Y/n wants someone who understands her emotionally wise, so that means she doesn't like me yet.
Someone broke my trance, and I looked up to see the one and only Annya nagging me again. This was the girl that dropped her milkshake on Y/n's head, which made me dislike her much more. Her name means peace, but she obviously wasn't peaceful. Annya thinks I have a crush on her, and bothers me and saying we're dating.
"Toru! Look at this guy." She pointed at her phone, showing me a shirtless guy with abs. "So hot~" Annya breathlessly mumbled. I didn't care, so I took out my phone and sent Y/n a text.
Parasite 1 1:12 pm- How's my umbrella girl doing
Umbrella girl 1:12 pm- Terrible She's been crying :D
Parasite 1 1:12 pm- What's wrong?! I will murder someone >:(
Umbrella girl 1:13 pm- Pfft Just stress over graduation Nothin' special, shittykawa
I imagined her angelic laugh, and soon enough I got stuck imagining her smile, her everything. "Oh my God Toru!" Annya screamed, which brought me back to reality. "I told you to stop texting that bitch! Why won't you just stop already?!" She snatched my phone away from me.
Annya sent an angry text to Y/n, my eyes widening.
"For the last time, we aren't dating!" Annya pouted at me trying to be cute. "But you love me~" I sighed in frustration, snatching my phone back. I didn't care too much if she bothered me about dating me, but I started to care way more once she started messing with Y/n I get angry.
I left the restaurant we were in (which she dragged me into). Annya looked furious, but I couldn't care less.
Parasite 1 1:16 pm- I fucking hate you! Get out of my life.
Umbrella girl 1:16 pm- Wait... What?
Parasite 1 1:17 pm- IM SO SORRY Umbrella girl 1:17 pm- 👁_👁
Parasite 1 1:18 pm- you know that girl who poured milkshake over you Yea um She thinks we're dating And that I have feels for her And she gets angry when I talk to you even tho she can't control who I talk to :( But I always tell her I don't have feels for her and I tell her it so often and she doesn't take the hint It's so annoying
Umbrella girl 1:19 pm- Wait so You're single?
Parasite 1 1:20 pm- Yup Surprising isn't it
Umbrella girl 1:20 pm- Nope I mean Who would wanna date trash?
