How Love Fixed Me(Sequel to how love found me)(Niall Horan fan-fic)

chapter 7: creeper in the night

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> Chapter 7: Creeper in the night

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> "Hey," I heard a knock on the door. I looked toward the door. "Carson you in there?"

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> I sniffled and wiped my eyes with a towel. "Yeah." I say as the door opens and I see Lou step in. I look up at him as he turns on the rest of the lights. I hide my eyes from the bright light.

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> "Hey! Whats wrong?" Lou comes and sits on the floor next to me.

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> "Nothing. I'll be fine." I lie trying to smile. I don't want to bug him with my problems.

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> "No you won't. Come on, please tell me." He sits next to me and pulls me into a hug.

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> I sigh. I really do want someone to talk to. I tried my brother and he kind of helped. But I need someone else..just another input.

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> "Lou...I...I just have so much going on." I lean my head against the wall. My head is pounding like it always does when I cry. My eyes are probably swollen too. Great.

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> "Well, talk to me. Maybe it will help."

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> I think of all the outcomes in my head. Will he judge? Will he tell? No...Thats not Lou.

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> "Well...I have a phyco guy that keeps calling me and hes been beating me for the past year and a half now, I haven't told anyone until recently. The things...that hes said and done to me...." I stop because I'm crying he rubs my back while I try to go on. "Then you all show up and I feel out of place because of what happened. I feel like you guys shouldn't be doing this all for me. I don't really deserve it.. Now I have to run from Alex so he doesn't find me and actually kill me. I'm scared. I'm really scared. What if he does? I know I'm putting you all at risk. I love you guys so much. All of you. Your like family. And Alex...hes...something is wrong with him. He needs help." He stays quite for a minute letting me cry. I feel so much better telling someone. Telling them mostly everything that is wrong with me. Everything except the Niall problem. When I calm down some he finally speaks.

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> "What he did is awful and terrible and I promise you that we will do everything we can to make sure he never gets near you again. And you can always talk to any of us if you need to. Were always here for you." He tells me, hugging me tight.

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> "Thanks Lou. I just feel like I'm bothering you guys. You keep telling me I'm not. Its just how I feel." I explain.

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> "Well hey," He makes me look at him. " Your not bothering us. If you were we wouldn't be helping you so please, don't feel that way." I nod to him. "Good, now its getting late. Want to go to bed?" He asks.