How Love Fixed Me(Sequel to how love found me)(Niall Horan fan-fic)

Chapter 15: So it begins

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> Chapter 15: So it begins

> Carson's POV:

> The sun was slowly starting to come up. Niall and I were now on the bed in the back. We didn't do anything. We just sat in each others arms. Doing what I missed most. Being together. I knew we still had hours until the boys would come down and be looking for us. I did't know what we would tell them. Should we tell them? I didn't care as long as I was with Niall.

> What does this all mean for Niall and me now. Are we a couple? Are we not?

> "Carson?" Niall asked out of the blue.

> "Yeah?" I looked up at him. His face was filled with worry.

> "What does this mean for us?" He asks. I sit so I'm facing him now. I pull are hands together and our fingers intertwine like they used to. Just the simple thing of hand holding I miss.

> "I don't know. I was wondering the same thing." I play with my fingers starring down at them. He lifts my chin with his fingers forcing me to look at him.

> "Carson...if you still love me and I still love you and we want to be together...why shouldn't we be?" He asks me. His words make my heart beat faster. Before I can say anything he talks again, "Carson..we messed up the first time. Things got in over our heads and things got a little crazy. But I think we were meant for each other. We've both been in pain for the past two years. So can we try again? Will you go back out with me and please be my girlfriend again?" While he says this he moves stray pieces of hair from my face. I look at him and smile.

> "Of course I will!" I hug him wrapping my arms tightly around his neck. Nothing could made me happier! I'm finally getting him back! I get to have him again! Call him mine!I'm getting a second chance! Thats all I've wanted for the past two years. And now knowing it was Alex that text me that making me leave him I know that I don't have to worry anymore. Niall and I could be together and be happy!

> Niall grabs me and hugs me tight. I pull away theres something I need to tell him.

> "Niall...that day..when I was leaving. I'm sorry. I caused us both so much pain. But you have to know I never wanted to do it. Never. I wanted to be with you. I was hurting over..what had happened but I wanted you. I.." I try explain but then stop. I don't know if I should tell him. I bit my lip thinking.

> "Go on." He urges taking my hand. I look into his eyes. He deserves to know.

> "That..day I had gotten a text. And it scared me. I was only doing it to protect you and everyone else." I rush the words out. I just know that hes going to get mad.

> "What are you talking about?" He sat up straight now looking at me.

> "I got a text telling me to leave you or else someone would kill you and everyone else I cared about. I panicked. I had to leave. I had already gone through enough death. I'm so sorry Niall." I was crying by now. Just remembering what I was going through. It was hell. Niall pulled me in tight.

> "Carson! I..I can't believe this. Who texted you do you know? That..prick is the one thats going to die!" Niall was holding me but he was raging mad.

> "I found out the other day...at the hotel..when Alex broke in. It was him. He admitted it." I cried into his chest.

> "Are you fucking serious? He runs you away from me and into his arms so he could abuse you. I'll kill him. I will." Niall stood now and was pacing the room. His reaction was more than I expected.

> "Niall, please. You can't do anything now. Hes in jail and police will take care of him. " I was sitting on the bed trying to control my sobbing. Niall looked at me and his face softened. He pulled me into his chest again.