How Love Fixed Me(Sequel to how love found me)(Niall Horan fan-fic)

chapter 64: loss and gain of family

Chapter 64:Loss and Gain of Family

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> "So I found two possible places." I say looking down at the phone book. I had been calling around all day with Amy. We found about three or four places. But none in a good location.

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> "Where at?" Amy asks leaning over to see the addresses. "Oh thats perfect! Its right downtown. It'll be perfectly busy. Get tons of attention. Lets go check it out."She says standing. I follow behind.

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> "What about Niall?"I ask her. She stops at the door.

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> "What about him?" She asked looking around. I look back into the house. I had no idea where Niall was. Last I knew he was upstairs in the shower.

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> "I'll just text him. Lets go." I said moving to the door.

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> Once we were in the car Amy turned to me while I drove.

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> "Are you angry with me?" She asks. I give her an odd look as I move out of the way of someone.

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> "No, why would I be?" I ask her.

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> She clears her throat. "I just... for everything. I feel as if you hate me." She says.

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> I almost laugh."No, of course not. Those things had nothing to do with me...well somewhat. But I can't change them. I have bigger things to worry about." I admit. "Sorry, that was harsh." I apologize. But it was true. I needed this business thing to work. I had a wedding to help finishing planning, and a baby shower.

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> "No, I understand. I really am sorry. What I did was the biggest mistake of my life. Splitting you girls up. As much as I loved your father, we just didn't work well. Really you both suffered for it. I can't apologize enough. I do hope you can love me one day as much as you love your father." She looks down.

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> "Oh, I really sorry. I really hope I can one day too." I turn. It broke my heart hearing her speak like this. But I can't honestly say I love her that much. She hasn't been around. She wasn't there to teach me to drive, or see me go to prom, or take my first steps, or say my first words. My dad and I have memories. Things that built us. She doesn't have that. I do hope she does.

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> "Turn there." She points ahead. I look and turn. "Its right there." She looks toward a building. I pull into the parking lot. Its large and the outside is painted blue. The parking lot was cracked and needed to be repaved. But the outside didn't look to bad . I parked and got out. I walked up to the windows with my mother behind me.

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> "Its cute." She says. I smile and nod it was. Two story building, it looked like. I looked into the windows. The place was mostly empty with a few random boxes. It was large enough for what I was looking for.

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> "Oh I love it!" I squealed bouncing around.

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