Today has been rather calm. Aunty let me stay home from school since I woke her up throwing up earlier, thank god she didn't see that I had my fingers down my own throat. Honestly I'm glad she didn't make me go. I knew Kayla would be wanting answers from Monday. I'll text her once they get out. Hopefully she wont be too upset with me. Maybe she can stay the night tonight. We can talk about what happened when she and Tati and left. Maybe we can finally get somewhat close to each other.
"Wanna stay over tonight? I think I have a lot to tell you for once." ~ text to Kayla.
"Yeah. I'll be there in 20."
As I watched the time tick down from 20 minutes I threw myself together. Straightened my hair and got an decent looking outfit thrown together. I heard and knock on the door and jogged down the stairs slipping a jacket over my irritated arms. I really didn't feel like explaining that today, even though it was hot enough in the house to be satans living quarters. Oh well.
"Hey Nug bug"
Kayla shook her head at the name "hey Hun bun"
Rolling my eyes I shut the door and lead her to my room. This was the first time I'd had anyone stay over. No one had ever been in my room. Even when Alex came over he never once went in my room. I've never liked having people in my room. I really hope she doesn't mind that my room is probably smaller than most all the people at our school. My aunt had this stupid dream to build her own house in Scottsdale and she hasn't completed my room so we have been stuck in this shitty apartment for a few months now. Most of the night was spent talking about Alex and figuring out that they had planned me to stay there. Sneaky people. Kayla never once asked about why I was out or why I had on a jacket in this heat, which helped me focus on taking to her throughout the night. I don't think either of us will be prepared for school tomorrow.
Waking up for school was dreadful. I had to watch myself to make sure I didn't take off my jacket while she was in my room, the agony of it being so hot. This is what I call karma for doing what I did. Bit me in the ass today. I really was excited to see Alex today I had missed him when I ditched and he hadn't text me. I think he's mad at me, which I probably deserve. Kayla and I sit in the car talking about the homework due for Latin while we ride to school. I really wish we could talk more about her and why she chose to speak to me and why Alex wanted me there with him. I wanted an answer to why I I felt so attached to her and Alex. But I knew I couldn't ask such silly things. I knew if I did my shell would be cracking and I only have a few band aids left to patch up the wounds.
