Winter break was almost at end and Kayla had finally returned back home. I was actually excited for her to be back. She was the only girl I seemed to get along with. Maybe that wasn't a good thing but I liked having a friend that I could relate to and take to get things without feeling awkward. She didn't seem to interested in being back, but I mean. Who would be interested in being back when you wanted to be dead.
Kayla was twisted, I am twisted too, just not like her. Her twisted seemed to consist of burning rage and hatred for others. She had a hatred for herself but not in right reasoning. I had a burning hatred but it seemed to only have a population of 1, me. The way we differed caused a fiery friendship, I can't say if that's a good or bad thing because I don't know. It hasn't exploded on us but I'm sure it will at some point. This fiery friendship wasn't something I'd call average, something caused it be this way. Maybe it was luck, maybe it was fate. I'm not sure.
The days seemed to go by so fast, I didn't want to return to school, I didn't want to start preparing for exams. I wasn't ready for summer, I wanted it to stay winter break. I didn't want Valentine's Day. I just wanted to keep things the way they were, being inlove with Alex and having him by my side and getting close with Kayla ever so slowly. It was a ticking time bomb and I knew it'd explode and hurt all three of us if it were to end. I'm not sure who would hurt worse or if it'd be an equal pain. I knew that it could kill one of us.
Wanna come over once you get settled back in at home? ~ text to Kayla
Maybe this could last forever in a way.
