Jessie Jones

Chapter 4:I have the best family

Dedicated to my wonderful siblings for encouraging me and helping me with this book. A big thank you to you all.

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It was the first Saturday since I returned. I didn't have anything to do. I was just thinking about what happened this week. Ahhh so horrible. None of my best friends recognized me. Well actually one of them recognized me and acted like I was a total trash. While I stayed out of the way of the other two, Rivers and Evan . So that they wouldn't disgrace me like the first two did.

After what happened in the cafeteria ,I felt so unwanted. So I became that kind of girl that wears hoodies and baggy jeans. Some students even mistook me for a boy, I sat in the back seat of the class listening to all the things the teacher had to say and then back home. That was why even Nicole and Alicia didn't recognize me. Nor did their minors. I was sure if they recognized me they would have bullied me or tried some tricks on me. During lunch breaks and free periods, I went to the library and read my head up. For five whole days I didn't make any friends nor even talk to anybody in the whole school. The old me could never do so. Ever.

Even at home I didn't  do anything. I was always in my room all the time. All I did was cry and cry and cry. I didn't comb my hair nor did anything to my clothes. My eyes were so red from all the crying with there were bags underneath then. My lips were  always dry . They had tarted to crack because of the dryness. I didn't eat anything.The highest I ate was a piece of bread. I no longer go out of my house like I used to do those days. I didn't talk to my brother like I used to before nor take my younger brother to the park. I didn't  even eat dinner with my family. I  found excuses. I said I wasn't feeling fine or  I had already eaten my dinner.

My parents were becoming worried. My older brother knew that something was definitely not right with me but I didn't tell himwhat happened. The first day when he came to pick me up from school. He saw how my face was and asked me what happened but I didn't tell him. I just found excuses and said I was not in the mood to talk about it. Because he knew how I was when I was like that. He just left me alone that day. Few hours later, he asked and asked again but I refused to tell him. He then left me alone and said he would know what happened to me someday by all means.

My younger brother had already given up. He  had asked me thousands of time to take him to the park but each time I found an excuse to say no. Even James knew something was wrong with me. I heard him asking Jason what's wrong with Jessie.

I was busy in my thoughts when I heard a knock on my door, I sighed. I thought it was Jason coming to ask me to join them in lunch or something. And I wasn't in the mood.

" Come in,"I groaned.

I saw James in a cute black jeans and shirt that had black and white stripes. He ran and hugged me. I hugged him back. That was just what I needed that moment.

"Hello lovely sis" I heard his cute voice. I really missed him, everything about him including his voice.

"I miss you," he continued .

"What's wrong with you these days. You are always quiet. And you no longer pick me up from school. Nor do you walk me to the park . You are always in your room. You don't even join us in lunch. Everybody is worried about you sis,dad,mom, jayjay ,why?" he asked

His little speech made me come back to my senses. It almost made me cry. I sniffed.

"Are you crying," I heard him asked. I saw one tear fall down but quickly wiped it with my hand . "No I am not," I replied. Even that five year old little boy knew something was wrong with me. Was I that terrible? That's when I remembered I had a family that loved me and took care of me. The family that would never ever use me.

I hugged him tighter. "I am so sorry Jamy. It's just school and other stuffs. I am usually tired when I come back from school , that's why. I am really sorry dear, I will be a better sister,"I said

" Is that a promise?,"he asked.

"Yes," I said faking a smile.

"Yaayy!!!,"he said jumping.

"You are the best sibling ever. I love you so much," he said.

"What about me," I heard someone behind my door.

"You are the second jayjay. She's always the first,"Jamie said

" I took care of you this whole week when she's being moody and distanced," Jason said glaring at James.

"She promised she will never do that again ,right sis ?," he asked.

"Of course" I replied.

"And well it's not good to hear what people are saying. So not cool bro , to eavesdrop." James finished and then walked out.

I almost laughed at the last part. I loved the boy so much.

I looked at my big brother in front of me. I didn't know what to do.

" So," I heard him said, looking at me straight into the eyes. I just ran to him and enveloped him in a very tight hug.

"I am so sorry bro," I said. He hugged me back tightly with his chin on my head, because he was way taller then me.

"For everything," I said.

We stayed like that slient but not the awkward one, a very comforting one for some minutes.

"I am also sorry for not helping you even though I knew you were in trouble. That stupid boy. I am going to kill him," he said.

" So you know what happened," I asked him while pulling from the hug.

"Well kind of. You know I have people in your school. But I will like to hear it from your own mouth. Are you ready to tell me? If you are not ready you don't have to," Jason said.

I sat on my bed with Jason on the other side facing me. I told him the whole story not even missing one part. That's one of the importants of having an older sibling, you can tell him or her anything without being afraid of him judging you. When I told him Nate's part, I heard him cursing him and saying he would kill him.When I came to the cafeteria part, his face became so serious, when he heard the Alicia's part his face changed so much. I had never seen him this angry before. His face was so red. He hugged me and told me that he was so sorry then left my room .

"Please come and eat dinner downstairs," he said just before he left the room. It was then I understood that even if I didn't have the best friends in the world I had the best brothers and family.

A/N.
Well hail to brothers . Duh even though sometimes they are so annoying. I really like writing James part. He's just so cute. This chapter is a bit longer I will try and be making them longer. Please comment, I really want to know what you guys think . Come on pleeeeeaaaaaaaasssssseeeee.James wants you to comment.
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