Who Was I Trying to be? • Brendon Urie

Chapter Twenty-Seven

Alyssa's POV

We did nothing that night.We just went to bed and slept.And then we woke up early in the morning to go home.We gathered all our stuff and we thanked the hotel and left.Its strange when you arrive in the first place,you're belongings are light to carry,but when you home,it's 5 times heavier than you expected it to be.Brendon said that he will carry my suitcase,I hesitated but he insisted.He doesn't want me to carry anything except for my shoulder bag.Now,were on our way home,well,halfway home.Brendon is asleep and I laid my head on his shoulder.Our sides of heads are touching,and our hands are holding each other's tightly.Like we are scared of losing each other.I kissed Brendon's hair and I look out the car's window.Oh,I miss all the buildings.My phone vibrates and my aunt is calling me.I just simply rejected the call and texted her,letting her know that we are already in the city area.I clutch my crescent moon necklace and kissed it.I loved how it contrasts with my skin.And it is still so beautiful since he gave me this last night."You like it?"Brendon wakes up and kissed my cheek.I turn my face to him."I love it."I smile.He shifts a bit closer to me,even though we are already close."I knew it looks good on you.You look more beautiful with it.It makes you more precious.."He slowly kissed the skin under my ear and I shiver at that.I pushed him playfully."Brendon,not here."Brendon sighed,"I'll be missing doing that everyday.."He pouts."Now that were back,we can't be together like before on the hotel."I say softly,pouting too."So are you saying that we will not go back? I mean,we are already near your neighborhood now?"He says.
I hold his hand.

"Yeah.."I say.He kissed the back of my hand."But we have to.."He whispers.
"We're here sir."We heard the driver from the front and the uber came to a halt.Brendon switched the middle window so that we could see the driver.Then,he got out of the car and opened my door for me.I got out and saw my aunt coming out from our door."Thanks Brendon!"She says while she helped me with my bag.Then,Brendon halfed hugged me and went inside the car."See you,Alyssa."I smiled to myself and the uber went off.I turn to my door and saw my aunt looking at me suspiciously."He is getting used to be with you,huh? You're like his little sister or something.."She mumbles loudly while we get inside.I then remembered that me and Brendon nearly had sex that night,and I'm keeping my mouth shut.We just made out,what's so bad about that? We just love enjoying our time together."Brendon,I mean,Mr.Urie is like our family friend after all.Plus,he is your bestfriend.He is family."I say.She turned to me and raised her eyebrow."Hm.Oh yes."

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Marsha and I meet in front of school at exactly 7:00 am in the morning.The one week break ended and I wanted it to last.But I miss talking to my best friend everyday.Thankfully,we have a lot of time to talk about,because our english teacher is absent.We talked about our week and what have we done these past days.I,of course,I lied about going with my aunt out of town.No one will ever know that we have something,but I don't know what to call it.We have something,but I like him.For him,maybe he only has a infatuation with me,but I can't control myself.Because I'm falling for him everyday.

"Heyyy.."Marsha's waving her hand in front of my face.I snapped out of my daydream and payed attention to her."Daydreaming again?"I reach to my bag to grab a notebook."Err,I am just zoning out and my mind haven't freshen out though,since we left."I am talking about how we left that hotel.

"So your mind is not fresh?"Marsha asked.
"Yeah.."
"You never moved on since you left?"
"Uhuh.."

"You,Ms.Cambry,are lying to me."Marsha grabbed my notebook."What the fuck?"I grabbed my notebook before she can open it."Don't you ever do that again."I say to her and she laughs."You are lying and hiding something from me."She exclaimed and tried to grab my notebook again."No,I'm not,this is private property,Marsha."
"Fine."She slouched in her seat and I giggled."But I get to read that one day."

"Good morning,students."I hear Brendon and I straighten myself in my seat.What is he doing here? He's supposed to have classes."I am taking over Ms.Bell for this morning."He placed his laptop on the teacher's table and sat down.He pulls out a stack of papers from the table."Please re- check yours papers,then give them back to me later."He stands up and begins to call out names.
"What is he doing here?"Marsha whispers to me."Haven't you heard him? You're so dumb."I say and she pinched my arm.

"Alyssa?"I shot up and walked to him to get my paper.I held my hand to get my paper and our hands brush.I look up to him briefly and he did too.I quickly walked to my seat to review my paper.
Minutes passed,Brendon came to my desk and placed a small crumpled paper in front of me swiftly.Then he sat back down in the front and I opened the paper.

Been missing you last night..

I look up at him and saw that he is looking at me too.He adjusted his glasses and gave me a wink.I smiled softly and continue to review my paper.