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I didn't get no sleep last night I was scared as a bitch that he was gonna come back and change his mind and finish the job

I don't feel safe here anymore and I lowkey wanna go home

Teheheh I mean it wasn't as bad last summer but this this right here uh uh

I'm currently in the kitchen just making breakfast for when Aiden wakes up 

I heard shuffling behind me causing me to snap my neck behind me

Jahseh came walking into the kitchen with no shirt on and just his drawls

Umm sir

He just stared as he walked past

" umm what" he said playfully mugging me

" Mann this my last day in this bitch" I said being extra

He scrunched his face up

" why you keep tryna leave me" he chuckled

" I'm not leaving your cra- cra-crayola yea them crayons tuff ain't they" I said preventing myself from poking one of his nerves

" yea they are tuff" he nodded slowly

He sat down at the table and I could just feel him staring at me

" what happened to your foot" he questioned

I turned twords him

" you stomped on it like you was Godzilla or something" I mumbled

" no I didn't" he said confused

I just rolled my eyes

" wait so why are you leaving" he asked

" because you tried to kill me last night" I said waving my hand around

His expression changed and he got real sad for some reason

" sorry" he mumbled

I looked around the kitchen lost

I looked around the kitchen lost

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He just said sorry to me

My heart

But nahh a bitch still dippin

He just kept staring at me with a sad emotion

" what's wrong with you" I questioned

He got up from the table trying to leave

I stepped in front of him

" you in another one of your moods" I asked looking up at him

He didn't respond he just tried to get past me

" move mia" he mumbled

" no because what's wrong with you" I asked

" nothing"

" bruh come on" I said rolling my eyes

" bruh because I'm always messing something up" he finally said

" I don't even know what your talking about saying that I broke your fucking cast and you saying that I tried to fucking kill you I can't remember me doing that" he said with a tear falling from his face

Aww Mann

" jah it's okay" I said looking him in his eyes

" no the fuck it's not" he sniffled " it's obvious you don't feel safe around me and that's why you wanna leave" he added

" it's fine Jahseh it's not that serious" I said trying to reassure him

He sucked his teeth and ran his hand across his face

" do you remember what I told you" he questioned

I raised my eyebrows

" remember what" I asked

" what I told you about my eyes"

I shook my head

" it's not me if they ever change it's not me" he said looking at me

Then I remembered

" I remember" I said

" fuck I can't be normal"he said trying to laugh it off but he was hurting deep down

" what good it being normal" I said smiling

He started laughing a little more

" nobody likes a unstable muh fucka" he said holding me

I looked around before responding

" what if I do" I said smiling

" your scared of me tho" he said confused

" I'll make a exception for you I'll get use to you all over again just like I did the first time this happened" I smiled

He cracked a smile before kissing my forehead

" I really fucks with you " he laughed loudly

I smiled and nodded

" imma very fuckable with person" I said closing my eyes and pressing my lips together

" OH MIA" aiden said running into the kitchen " thank god your not dead" he said hugging me tightly

" yes lawd thank god im not dead" I responded hugging him back

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Idk how this one even was😬 but it will get better

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