Im Sorry (TokoShoji)

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(ikr, mixing it up a bit. warning, angst. dont like it dont read it)
Shoji POV:
ive been out of UA for 3 years now. me and tokoyami work together as partners, and live together as fiance's. i love him with all my heart.

one night, we get called out to go on a mission. fumi is a little apprehensive at first, because dark shadow can still get out of control sometimes, but agrees anyways. we are sent to look for some villain.

~~~time skip: 40 minutes~~~

were walking the streets of musutafu when we spot him, the villain. we start inconspicuously following him, travelling in the shadows. toko has been trying his hardest not to call on dark shadow so he cant take over. now, he has to.
"dark shadow" i hear him mutter beside me and i move away from him. he has warned me in the past to never get too close to him when hes calling on dark shadow at night. i remember in our first year at UA, that summer training camp. i shudder at the thought- i nearly lost him to the LOV. i come back to the present and focus on the task at hand.
"he went that way" i mutter and start walking, following the direction of the villain. we corner him and tie him up, we then take him out of the alleyway. i say we, i thought toko was following. i put him on the path and turn slightly.
"tsukuyomi?" i ask, using his hero name that hes stuck with since high school.
"sho-ji- get ou-t of he-re!" he struggles and i pick up the villain, running him to the closest police station. i then try to find another hero.
"shoto! thank god- fu- tsukuyomi is in trouble we need to help him!" i say as soon as i find the bi-coloured boy we went to highschool with. i run off and he follows me. i run into the alleyway without thinking.
"da-rk shad-ow no!" i hear just before i get knocked down to the ground. the last thing i see is shoto using his flames to weaken dark shadow before i pass out.

~~~time skip: 3 days~~~

Tokoyami POV:

"i told you! i told you! i specifically told you! never send me out at night!" i scream at the man who sent us on that mission. im finally allowed to see my fiance today..
"im taking today off, i need to go visit my fiance in hospital who is there because YOU sent ME out at night!"
i storm out of the room, going to the hospital shoji is in. i start crying on my way there, my fiance is in hospital because of me and i dont even know how he is. i arrive at the hospital and go straight to the front desk.
"mezo shoji?" i ask.
"relation to the patient?" the receptionist asks me
"boyfriend"
"room 301, third floor. the lift is over there"
"thank you" i say and run off to the lift, pressing the third floor.
in about 55 seconds the lift doors open and i leave quickly, searching for 301
"got it!" i say to myself as i see the room. i knock softly incase hes asleep. a doctor opens the door.
"hello?"
"im a visitor- how is he? is he okay?"
"you must be the boyfriend, im sorry to tell you this Mr..?"
"im a hero. Tsukuyomi."
"Mr Tsukuyomi im afraid your boyfriend is in a coma because of an almost fatal stab wound very close to his heart and blunt force trauma to the head."
i cry out as if ive been stabbed myself. i then push past the doctors and over to his bed. i kneel next to him and take his hand in mine.
"im so sorry shoji.. im so so fucking sorry" i cry into his hand.
he heart rate suddenly starts going up. the doctors have to forcibly pull me away from him.
"no! no! shoji wake up! please!" i shout and cry, trying to get back to him.

i sit in the waiting room for two hours.
two hours!
waiting for news.
one of the doctors come in.
"tsukuyomi?"
"thats me." i reply, trying to hide the cracks in my voice
"follow me"
i follow the doctor into the lift.
"please, if hes dead just tell me!" i say to him, on the verge of crying again
he stays silent. i then realise were going to his room- probably to say final goodbyes.. i walk in and theres nobody in there except me and shoji..
"fumi..?" i hear a weak voice say
"m-mezo? i swear if the doctors are fucking with me-"
"theyre not, sweetheart"
"stay the fuck back" i mutter to dark shadow before rushing to his bedside.
"i thought id lost you, babe.. that stupid doctor wouldnt say a word on the way up here!!"
"well im okay.. they apparently did stuff over the past few days to make sure im okay and i am! i was stitched up yesterday."
"how..." i whisper to him, my eyes full of tears
"how what, baby?"
"how do you still love me? dark shadow almost killed you!" i exclaim, the tears falling down my cheeks
he pulls me in and kisses me gently. i kiss back.
"i still love you because it wasnt your fault. it was the guy who sent us out in the first place. and also its kind of my fault for getting so close to you. its just lucky i saw shoto."
i burst out crying and am very thankful that hospital rooms are full of bright lights. i hold onto his hand and cry into it.
"fuck mezo i love you so fucking much."
"i love tou too, fumi."
"fuck it. Marry me, mezo shoji."
"duh." he says with a small laugh
"you are the light of my life. you make my world fucking turn. i couldnt go a day without you. i thought you wrre dying earlier when they dragged me out of the room.. so now i want you to be mine until the very end." i say, pulling out a ring box.
"ive been carrying this round with me for weeks, waiting for the right time. now feels perfect. so, mezo shoji, Will You Marry Me?"
"yes, yes, a thousand more yeses. i love you too"

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