(warning: abuse, panic attack. Shiggy is taller dont as why
Dabi POV:
me and toga are sat in the living room, playfully punching each other.
twice walks in, belt in hand, when im about to punch toga back.
Twice POV:
i take my belt off, sighing with relief. then i walk into the living room to see dabi about to punch Toga.
"dabi you bastard if you fucking touch her imma beat the shit out of you"
he looks at me with glassy eyes, going down to the belt in my hand. he then starts frantically backing away, backing himself into a corner.Dabi POV:
Twice says to me
"Dabi you bastard if you fucking touch her imma beat the shit out of you". i look down to the belt clutched in his fist and instantly go into panic mode.
i quickly shuffle backwards until i cant anymore, then cross my arms over my face and bring my knees up to my chest.
my breathing gets heavy
my hands start shaking
my heart starts pounding..i look up between my arms to see everyone staring at me.
"go away go away go away" i begin to whisper to myself, hiding my face again
"its not real its not real.. theyre not him theyre my friends..."
i look up again to see shiga on his knees sat kinda close to me...~~~flashback~~~
i sit in the corner crying after a long training session with dad. i look up momentarily to see mum sat near me, holding out her hand.
i quickly take it and she pulls me into her grip, holding me close
"its okay, touya, its over now" she whispers to me.
"hes not home anymore he cant hurt you again today" she tells me
she draws small circles and diamonds into my skin, and i slowly start to calm down.~~~end flashback~~~
i hold my hand out to shigaraki and he cautiously takes it.
i nod, and he carefully pulls me in close
just how mum used to
i relax a little and attempt to calm my breathing, but fail miserably.
i end up crying into his shirt, for a good hour or two."dabi..?" i hear after my body stops shaking with sobs
"i-im fine" i say and stand up, going over and sitting on the sofa calmly. i keep my eye trained on twice incase.Shigaraki comes and sits next to me.
"youre not fine. talk to us, dabi."
"im f-fine.." i try to sound convincing but end up stuttering anyways
he pulls me into him again and i relax against him
"please, dabi.. talk to us.."
i give a forced laugh
"youve all got your own tragic backstories, you dont need mine"
"yeah but we care about you.." he says softlyi sigh.
"...fine. but dont even think of suspecting me of being in contact with or working for the heroes okay?"
"okay"
i watch as the entire league comes in and sits on either one of the sofas or the floori lean my head on shigaraki's shoulder for a moment before sitting up and looking down.
"my name... is Touya. Touya Todoroki, to be exact."
i get a few gasps
"and.. until my little brother shoto came along, i was father's strongest child. even after sho's quirk developed, he trained me harder and harder every day."
i put my face in my hands, then push them back and through my hair. i look around the room to see everyone looking at me, waiting for me to continue.
"every time i did something wrong, my dad- my dad would t-take off his belt and come storming towards me- hed always have an angry look on his face..
hed beat me within an inch of my life sometimes"
twice looks down in shame
"just triggered some bad memories."
i take a deep breath before continuing
"my mum- she was always there for me like i was for my siblings. she would always comfort me. if dad had beat me, or was 'training' me, id always end up crying after he left. my mum- she was always there for me. shed sit by me holding her hand out for me to take when i was ready."
i lean back into shigaraki
"when i did take her hand- shed pull me towards her and hold me. shed draw shapes on my back or arm- and tell me that hes gone, that he cant hurt me.." a few 'tears' run down my face.
"my burns- theyre from him. from the training hed put me through. theyre a constant reminder of how i left my siblings there alone with him. i- im not gonna lie i was terrified of all of you right then" i choke out a laugh
"all of you except shiggy here- because in a confusing way he reminds me of my mum..
long, light hair, kind, actually cares about me.."
i take a little of his shirt into my hand, mumbling the last part.
he wraps an arm around my shoulders and pulls me a little closer
"b-but yeah. what you idiots just witnessed is me having a panic attack- and that was a light one." i wipe under my eyes to see- blood? watered down.
"oh no shiggy your shirt-" i say
"what about it?"
i show him my hand and he looks at his shirt
"eh oh well"
i giggle quietly
"im sorry.. no im not! fuck you!" i hear twice say
"i know jin, you didnt mean it." i say with a shaky voice and shake my head slightly"im hungry what have we got to eat?" i ask, quickly standing up and walking over to the cupboard
"ooh!! poptarts" i exclaim excitedly to myself and turn around after putting two in the toaster
"sorry i get really hungry after i cry" i tell them and they nod
"hey after ive eaten these im gonna go up to my bed, im tired now" i say as the poptarts pop
"screw that im taking them" i say and put them on a plate, taking it up to my room.i put the plate on my bedside table and wrap myself in my big throw-like blanket. i grab the poptarts and am about to take a bite when i hear a quiet knock
"who is it?"
"its shigaraki.. can i come in?"
"go ahead handyman, lock the door behind you" i say and he walks in, doing as i request. he looks at me and smiles. not a creepy smile, but a genuine one.
"you alright, dabi?"
"you can call me touya yano, i wont burn you to a crisp" i say, avoiding the question
"okay then call me tenko. but stop avoiding the question, Touya. are you okay?"
"no, Tenko, im not. i came up here both for a nap and to get away from everyone.."
"you want me to leave?"
"no.."
i take a big bite out of my poptart and quickly eat it, taking bite after bite.
"you want the other one?" i offer and he takes it, eating it almost as quickly as me"can we.. can we cuddle?" i ask softly, half hoping he wouldnt hear me.
he lays down and pulls me into his arms.
i cuddle into him and take a deep breath, relaxing.
this is nice.
"Touya?"
"hm..?"
"are you gonna let the others call you that?"
"are you gonna let the others call you Tenko?"
"no."
"theres your answer"
he nods and i smile softly
"we sh-should do this more often" i suggest with a yawn
"yeah we should.. go to sleep, Touya. ill wake you up in an hour or so unless i fall asleep too"
i nod and cuddle more into his chest, and, before letting the darkness take over my vision, i whisper.."thank you.."
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1318 words,,, sorry its a short one i might rewrite it at some point
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