T/W: suicidal thoughts/depression/self harm
"Why are you here?" He asked Keith
"I'm sorry... I just-" he held back a couple of tears
"I saw you in the window and you didn't seem well. I was gonna say something but then you just collapsed and I just- maybe I should leave"
He looked at him as he left. He wanted him to stay but it's like he didn't want to say anything. He thought and thought and thought until a nurse came in. He talked with his mom a bit, smiled at him and left.
"What did he say?" He asked
She smiled at him and went to sit down in the chair next to his bed.
"Well first of all, we will need to see a psychiatrist. It's not normal for you to just breakdown like that. We need to know why"
"I don't know..."
"What did you think about to make you react like that mijo?"
"I thought- I thought about papi" he looked down at his hand and almost ignored his mom's concerned look
"Ay mijo, it's going to be ok" she said.
She started humming a song she always sang when he was a kid. It calmed him down and he fell fast asleep.
Keith walked home head down the whole way. When he got there, it was already time for his shift.
Ugh I wish I was dead
You know, he has everything, a family, friends, food, a roof, he has a 2500$ camera!
So why isn't he happy? He should have the perfect life. But somehow, he doesn't.
He frowned when he saw Lance come into the café. His head down, looking at his feet. Keith just frowned and ignored him.
"Hey Keith..."
"Hi"
"I just wanted to say sorry, I acted like a dumbass and I just- I just don't know how to act around people"
"Well aren't you that like super funny guy that spits pick up lines at every girl you see?"
"Have you ever seen a girl react nicely to those?"
"No but you still throw yourself out there, I wish I was like that" he mumbled the last part
"Anyways, I should get back" Lance replied after a few awkward seconds of silence
"Yeah, bye"
By the end of his shift, Keith just went upstairs in his room, the usual. He layed on his back an closed his eyes.
"NO! Mom!" He cried
"I have to leave. I'm sorry"
"Mommy don't go!"
"Shut up and stay behind" he yelled
"Shut your mouth"
"Stop hitting me!"
"You are not and never will be a boy"
"Stop! Dad! Stop hitting me"
"I wish mom was still here"
He woke up, panting and crying. Holding his head in his hands. He was shaking, a lot.
Why did she leave?
Why did she leave me alone with him.
It was like the air wouldn't go in his lungs.
So he did the only thing he knew would calm him.
He cut
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Sorry it's so short.
He will get help and don't worry, fluff is coming :))
Kaii🌸✌️
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