I was standing in the kitchen because I had just ate and I seen a picture of this beautiful girl on Instagram. She made insecure. I felt Jahseh hug me from behind.
"Whatchu doin?" He asks
"Nothing" I said very low
"What's wrong?" He asked
"She's making me insecure" I say knowing he's looking at my phone.
He grabbed my jawline making me look at him.
"You too beautiful to be insecure Babygirl" he says
"Okay" I say walking out the kitchen
He then grabbed my waist, turned me around. I looked up at him.
"She's wearing pounds of makeup mamas....but you on the other hand....all this beauty is natural" he says caressing me cheek
"You are so fucking fine....why do you think I'm so protective of you? Because I know how fine you are and I know that there are other niggas that want you...I see it in their eyes. You might not see it because you're used to your features. You are the most beautiful, most precious woman I've ever laid my eyes upon. I love the fuck outta you and I don't think I can ever tell you that enough. I fuckin love you Y/n don't ever forget that. You hear me?" He says
I nod my head and my eyes started watering because of his words. He could tell I was about to cry.
"Don't cry" he says pulling me in for a hug.
"Thank you Jahseh" I say looking up at him
He kissed my forehead
"I love you" he says
"I love you too" I say
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Jahseh and I were in his bed and I was trying to fall asleep but couldn't because people were doing fireworks close to the house and they were loud. Each time I would start falling asleep they would light one and my eyes would flutter back open. Jahseh noticed I was struggling to sleep because of it.
"This is fuckin pissin me off" Jahseh says getting up
"What is?" I asked
"The fact that you can't sleep because of them loud ass fireworks" he says
He then started waking out the door
"Makin my baby lose sleep and shit" he mumbled walking out the door. I heard the front door open. Eventually it closed again and Jahseh turned all the lights downstairs off and came back up.
"I don't know where they're coming form so there's nothing I can do" he says disappointed
"It's okay Jahseh" I assured him
"No it's not....you need to sleep" he says
"Do you sleep good at home?" He questions
"Umm.... not really" I admitted
" Lay down mamas" he said
I did as told
"Just try your best to sleep" he says
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OMNISCIENT POV
The fireworks kept going off which was passing Jahseh off because Y/n couldn't sleep and he knew she didn't sleep well at home. He told her to try her best to sleep. Every time a firework would go off he would look at Y/n and he knew she was exhausted and just wanted to sleep. Then, another firework went off and he looked at Y/n to see her asleep. A few more went off and he looked at her. They didn't wake her up so he knew she must've been TIRED. He kissed her cheek.
"There you go" he said referring to the fact that she finally fell asleep. He then fell asleep himself
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It was the middle of the night. I was awake but my eyes were still closed. I was awake because of heartburn. I started coughing. Jahseh started patting my back. I turned around so now I was facing Jahseh.
"Ow fuck" I mumbled
"Mamas what's hurting you?" Jahseh questioned
"Heartburn" I say
He went downstairs and came back.
"Mamas drink some water" he said
I sat up and he placed the bottle at my lips and I took some sips.
I layed back down and we both fell asleep.
